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Ellie
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Posted: Thu Jun 12th, 2008 08:15 pm |
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Hi everyone.Godbless you all.
I am pretty sad today.I am worried about my bills and how to pay them.I recently lost my job.Whats hugely ironic is that I filed a complaint with the commision on human rights and opportunities against my former employer and now she is recommending to parents from the day care where I worked that they call me for summer child care.She had no right to fire me so now she is trying to save face and do something good for me to make herself feel better.I am taking some of the children on that she isnt allowing to come back for the summer.Many of the parents have called me wanting to know where I have been. The children loved me there.I am sad about not working.I dont know what to do I am sad everyday.I can not sleep very well.I just want to feel happy again.I just took on a rent that was alot more than I had been paying because I could afford it.I moved in feb and got fired in may.Please pray for me.Thank you.
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Ellie
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atomic33
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Posted: Thu Jun 12th, 2008 08:27 pm |
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oh Ellie I know that feeling there must be a reason for all of this can you declare yourself bancrupt ??It would wipe the slate clean it stay on your record for 7 yrs but do you have that in the States????
havent done it myself but we considered it a good few years back when we got in a pickle its hard reasess what you need in your house and look about for cheaper alternatives we saved ourself a fortune by getting cheaper gas suppliers cutting down on the satalite payments etc..... you can and will do it Ellie keep the faith my love we are all thinking of you money and bills suck unfortunatley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Posted: Thu Jun 12th, 2008 08:45 pm |
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Hey Ellie
I know what you are going through hon and trust me when I say things will get better . As I was in the same boat but I made it through and guess what so will you . I gave up my apartment just moved out and now staying with family this is not the ouitcome I desired but it could have been worst my bills are still not paid but I trust and believe that they will be . I feel that something better is coming your way and its times like this that you need all the positive energy that you can get and I am sending it you now .
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Ellie
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Posted: Fri Jun 13th, 2008 01:58 am |
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Ty everyone,
I rent and have no cable or satalite.I have nothing to declare bancrupcy with.I dont have credit cards or anything like that.I was living paycheck to paycheck and if I was lucky I had a little left over.No more.TY chosen one for the positive energy.It does not help that when I call my unemployment office they outdo themselves in rudeness.People like to kick when others are down.I found out I live across the street from a guy I dated briefly 22 years ago.My ex husband had taken a powder cuz he as he put it was not cut out to be a father.I was pregnet and scared and was renting a house with 5 other people.Nino my neighbor was one of them.He was very sweet to me.When the nightmares got bad he would hold me until I was ok.I never lost touch with him .He had a girlfriend for years when I was unattached.She has passed away.Now he has been asking me to go out for coffee and when he sees me sitting outside with the dog he stops to chat.I told him I have a boyfriend who I am crazy about.I also told him maybe we were never met for eachother.When I was single he was not and now he is and I am spoken for.I do love Joe with all my heart but this time of year I dont see him enough as he is playing golf alot.I am not thinking of straying.I prayed to hard to meet someone like Joe.I have known women who would have kept them both going.I cant.I just need strength.Thank you all agin and godbless
Ellie
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Multisingularity
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Posted: Sat Jun 21st, 2008 04:04 pm |
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Just remember everything happens for a reason and every door that closes opens up a hallway of new ones. Everything will work themselves out, just do your best not to stress, to handle events as they come, and do it all with a smile. 
-With love-
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Ellie
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Posted: Sun Jun 22nd, 2008 11:28 pm |
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One day at a time is my motto.I know its also the motto of people in recovery but I am not.I have no addictions.I do not drink or do drugs.I think cigrettes are disgusting.I know what you are saying and living day to to day is all I can handle just now.Anyway I am staying with Joe because he is the best thing that has happened to me in a long long time.Ty and godbless
Ellie
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maureen5
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Posted: Mon Jun 23rd, 2008 03:48 pm |
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| Ellie, I'm praying for you...I know things are going to get better. I've been through some "stuff." divorce (twice), breast cancer,,etc. I found that it was all good in the end...but getting through it is not fun...a real learning experience. Hang on..the angels are all around you.
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Ellie
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Posted: Mon Jun 23rd, 2008 04:01 pm |
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Maureen,
Thank you for the kind words.I know the angels are here.Last night I felt like someone was lying beside me hugging me gently.Joe was not here and the dog was down stairs.I have been through the divorce mess also.I found a wonderful lawyer who took my case probono.My ex put me through a nightmare because it amuses him to see others in pain.I hope he sees the light before its to late because if he does not the pain he will suffer on judgement day wont be funny.I dont wish that on anyone.I pray for him.The women he married is the one he left me for.I hope they are very happy together I really do.They laughed at me when I had to see them together at the beginning.I have forgiven all of this.I guess my point is that we do learn from our hardships.I learned how strong I really am and that I can survive on my own.I had alot of support from my pastor.I now have Joe who is wonderful.Hey everything works out,its just getting there that is half the fun.I know my angels name too.
Ellie
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Posted: Mon Jun 23rd, 2008 04:06 pm |
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Interestingly enough, I've just read Angelspeake...this week.....I knew nothing of talking to or listening to angels...But I began writing..The name that kept coming to me was Elliot or Eleanor......mostly Ellliott...so I think that's my angel's name.
But I began to think that this was all bogus...then...The first reply I got from my first post here was from you Ellie.... I think that was to tell me that it is all real..
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Ellie
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Posted: Mon Jun 23rd, 2008 06:05 pm |
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ty i am so glad I could help.Everything is met to be and there are no accidents.I used to work in a psychiatric facility and I had a patient that used to call me Eli and one that called me Elliot.
Godbless
Ellie
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Posted: Wed Sep 17th, 2008 10:56 pm |
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Bless you all...You understand me when noone else does....
Love to all my angel family
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Ellie
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Posted: Thu Sep 18th, 2008 12:43 am |
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This child is an angel.She is beautiful.She looks just like my neice did as a little girl.
Ellie
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Posted: Thu Sep 18th, 2008 03:01 am |
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| My granddaughter Audrey... Thank you ...she is beautiful...
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 05:16 am |
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WHAT?! And I thought I was the most beautiful fairy here! LOL.
I truly love the picture Maureen!!! Dress her up as a fairy for Halloween!!! I think I'm going to be a fairy myself this year (I was a black cat last year).
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:22 pm |
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Maureen
she is such a beautiful child!!! crystal maybe? she is angelic isn't she!
a real cutie...D
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:29 pm |
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Thank you all....one more pic...Audrey and her twin brother Jack.
Now you see why I want to sell;;;to move closer to the twins
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:32 pm |
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Awww!! Maureen, They are so adorable... Gosh girl you are so lucky to have those beautiful angels as your grandchildren...
Love and Blessings,
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:58 pm |
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yeah.......I can see why......I envy you having grandkids.....I can't wait for my daughter to have kids....I'll be the nanny as well as the granny! LOL
She just got engaged last weekend...and since they've been together for four years now they are going to try to have babies right away! SO dear friends...please throw a few prayers her way? please....For Jennifer and Shane......they are SO in love and perfect for eachother.........I feel at peace for my children....it's a great way to feel isn't it
thanks for pics Maureen...I'm thinking about the future......YES !!!!!!! lol
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 07:06 pm |
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| I will certainly send prayers to Jennifer and Shane...!!!! Congratulations..
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Posted: Sat Sep 20th, 2008 02:10 pm |
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| thanks much Maureen!!!
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