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Posted: Tue Apr 15th, 2008 04:11 pm |
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I've been going thru a rough journey after my reiki 1 attunement (2 months ago). My panic attacks but one that really bothers me is my irritation towards my husband. I can't stand being around him. And this doesn't make sense to me. He IS my sole mate and he is the kindest person I know. He loves me SO much and is very excited about my new journey and has been there for me during my panic attacks - every step of the way. But, I don't want to be around him. Ever since my attunement.
What can I do??
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Posted: Tue Apr 15th, 2008 10:51 pm |
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| Hi, just letting you know someone is reading your topic, I can not help with your question, I will pray for you to find your answer. May God Bless You.
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Posted: Wed Apr 16th, 2008 01:48 pm |
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Sometimes I wonder if "panic" attacks are similar to Epilepsy. I used to have epileptic seizures and would sometimes have what I called "little ones" during which my brain would just seem to short circuit. Sometimes, I would experience what might be described as a waking nightmare.
After these episodes I would see my whole world differently as if each and everything and every person were somehow slightly different. I can see how one might suddenly have different reactions to things once familiar.
I was healed of my epilepsy and no longer take any type of medication. I hope that will inspire you to believe that you too can be healed. Miracles are everyday things when you have faith!
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Posted: Fri Apr 18th, 2008 06:03 am |
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Hello Seablue, bright blessings to you and oneisall,
Try not to focus too much on the way you feel around your loved one, for its quite normal as you are raising your awarenes spiritually and in all ways, this creates a shift in your vibrational frequency especially with reiki attunement, its you thats changed the channel on your station together, as long as hes supportive and open about your chosen path then all will be well. You will begin to settle down a bit spiritually speaking, as you adjust and become more used to your new shift of energetic patterns. It can sometimes be alarming and even feel intimidating to be even present with another that has always felt safe and comfortable with no problem.
Soulmates feel each others emotions etc, and your sensitivity and fully opened heart chakra can make one feel quite vunerable and fearful.
I spent too much wasted energy in trying to make sense in my own relationship, but spirit showed me in a dream the reality of my situation.
I dreamt that my partner was walking along as normal, but i was just behind, but very high above him floating along, and thats how it was, he spiritually unaware, whilst i was so far advanced in my journey that i was as if he walked on the earth and i flying high in a much more connected way to Divine Source.
have you felt the same way with any others friends, colleagues family etc, we are all vibrational beings, with our own unique frequency that mixes with any that we meet. If you feel anxious or fearful when around others you could cover your solarplexus area of body with arms hands to help protect you. Also something else that helped me in my workplace was to wear a bindi, over 3rd eye on brow like the indian tradion does, i just felt to do this one day after id bought some from a new age shop, and the realised i was covering and protecting myself from negativity being drawn in when i was my most open/sensitive, it did work too.
keep a spiritual log and note in it your daily thoughts and feelings, keep it private for your eyes only, walks in nature and time spent alone just daydreaming sometimes will be beneficial for you, you are changing growing seablue, this effects your life and little changes are often required in old ways of living and day to day existing.
Well done on receiving your 1st reiki attunement, steady progress and gentle understanding be yours. peace and harmony, soraya
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Posted: Fri Apr 18th, 2008 03:42 pm |
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soraya wrote
You really made me think and you made alot of sense to me.
I had that feeling yesterday actually - that since I'm on a different "channel", higher frequency, we are on different channels right now but it will settle down in time. I think it's getting a tiny bit better.
When you talk about open heart chakras and that could bring in fearful emotions. You hit on something there!!! See, after I was attuned to Reiki 1, my anxiety and panic attacks have soared. Im working hard to deal with it now and not just keep it on the back burner like I have been fro the past 48 years. Could that be why it has gone beserk? Now all my fears are in my face!
You asked me if I feel the same way with other people. I'm not around other people much. I'm a homemaker right now and I spend most of my time (weather permitting) with my horse out on the trails by myself.
The people that I have been spending time with these days are on the same frequency as me. I have been taking tarot classes, and I'm so comfortable around these people. I haven't even wanted to hang out with my one friend who is not part of this frequency at all.
When I talk with old friends, I feel like I'm different now. I can't even explain it --
The lady who is teaching the tarot classes.... she also does resonance repatterning on me when needed.... she said she had quite a few people signed up for the class and everyone dropped out except for 4 of us. She almost cancelled the class but decided to have it. When we all got together she saw what the connection was. All four of us are fairly new to this and we are all on the fast track, the bullet train, for some reason. So, there is a reason for us all to be working together. I asked the others if they have tried to get off the fast track and one of them laughed and said, "it won't let you will it?" I said, "NO!!" and laughed too.
SeaBlue
Hello Seablue, bright blessings to you and oneisall,
Try not to focus too much on the way you feel around your loved one, for its quite normal as you are raising your awarenes spiritually and in all ways, this creates a shift in your vibrational frequency especially with reiki attunement, its you thats changed the channel on your station together, as long as hes supportive and open about your chosen path then all will be well. You will begin to settle down a bit spiritually speaking, as you adjust and become more used to your new shift of energetic patterns. It can sometimes be alarming and even feel intimidating to be even present with another that has always felt safe and comfortable with no problem.
Soulmates feel each others emotions etc, and your sensitivity and fully opened heart chakra can make one feel quite vunerable and fearful.
I dreamt that my partner was walking along as normal, but i was just behind, but very high above him floating along, and thats how it was, he spiritually unaware, whilst i was so far advanced in my journey that i was as if he walked on the earth and i flying high in a much more connected way to Divine Source.
have you felt the same way with any others friends, colleagues family etc, we are all vibrational beings, with our own unique frequency that mixes with any that we meet. If you feel anxious or fearful when around others you could cover your solarplexus area of body with arms hands to help protect you. Also something else that helped me in my workplace was to wear a bindi, over 3rd eye on brow like the indian tradion does, i just felt to do this one day after id bought some from a new age shop, and the realised i was covering and protecting myself from negativity being drawn in when i was my most open/sensitive, it did work too.
keep a spiritual log and note in it your daily thoughts and feelings, keep it private for your eyes only, walks in nature and time spent alone just daydreaming sometimes will be beneficial for you, you are changing growing seablue, this effects your life and little changes are often required in old ways of living and day to day existing.
Well done on receiving your 1st reiki attunement, steady progress and gentle understanding be yours. peace and harmony, soraya
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Posted: Fri Apr 18th, 2008 09:56 pm |
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Hi just a thought although I am not Rieki attuned maybe he has some kinda negative energy that needs clearing and this is how you are responding to him me and my husband had a blazing row and we dont argue it became apparent it was over nothing!
On tuning in there were black spots in the Living room Kids bring it home from school
I would give him a good clearance either energeticaly or wuth sacred sage , salt bath making sure the Heart Chakra is submerged under water
anyway it may help but you know there maybe pastlife stuff been brought to the fore you could have been enemies in the past brings up all kinds of questions
But on a lighter note lol !!
Well done on your attunement its all part of the path
Love & Light
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