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Raylaj
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Posted: Sun Oct 12th, 2008 11:01 pm |
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I'm About to my a descion on a new Item in my life. Embarking on a wonderful journey of sound, Yes...It's time with God/ Goddess, St jude, all my saints, angles.
And all the people's praying for me....THanks to you all!
Have called me to this moment..
Buying A Newer Synthesizer!
Yes, it may seem small, Or not God's will.
But I have the option, I have worked hard on rasing the money, will leaving money in my account to pay bills.
It wasn't easy on SSDI, but
Thanks the high powers of light
for helping me get to this point AMEN
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Posted: Mon Oct 13th, 2008 12:19 am |
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Good for you Ray
I imagine it's very difficult to do anything while on SSDI........my sister is trying to get on it in Florida.......she has the same ailment as I do...I don't know why she can and I can't...maybe it differs from state to state? anyway.......I'm happy for you...you deserve it!
why would you feel 'it's not God's will? you deserve all the universe has to give Ray...we all do...he wants us to have things....he wants us to be happy...there's nothing wrong with getting it....don't feel guilty...? YOU don't do you?
I'm happy for you....truly I am.........
Dee
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Posted: Mon Oct 13th, 2008 02:36 am |
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Thanks for your reply Dee,
I'm told It is different State to State with SSDI. Recently a friend in PA move to florida, I'm told by hert hey pay less, but My friend back in the day 1999-2001 lived in Tampa on SSDI. I was amazed at the programs they had there to help pay for electric and stuff. My friend was always getting help with his bills.
The housing was ok' It was a nice One bedroom house thing..Never seem anything like that in PA.
The problem was my friend was very messy, and with the bugs there that aint to good.
I say about getting SSDI:
When you do the interview with the Psychologist or Doctor, just tell a long tale over and over, go from subject to subject, don't relate anything. Just talk and talk don't make sense at all. if your asked a direct question, don't anwser it directly, go on for a good 30 mis with the anwser. Don't give direct eye contact and do strange face movements.
And also when they ask you to remember those 3 things...be convincing about trying to remember, but not remebering.
I did these things not trying too, but thinking back it did work. I got mine the first try.
you know thanks for mentioning that We deserve all the universe has give. Thanks for being happy for me.
Making a descion is so hard for me, even before I was disabled, it would take me Hours to shop in a thift store for clothes.
How a synth is a much more expensive thing.
The reason I said it was " not good's will" is I got some conflicting remarks from other people that is not Chirstian to want to play music, and wanting I material object is sinful.
I struggle with that very concept. I'm always some between the Universe wants me to have it, and God doesn't , so ssee confusion.
I like music. I like to make music better than what is out there. Even though they say the odds are against me. It's just something pure.
Thanks for your encouragement.
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