Faye,
I just caught up with this thread.I get very sad and over whelmed alot.Please know things do get better.Sometimes we have to help that along.I pray everyday and prayers are heard.Just because we dont always see results right away its because our angels are working on the best solution possible for us.I watch a favorite funny movie.If you dont own it go find Planes trains and automobiles with Steve Martin and John Candy.I laughed the dozens of times I have seen this movie.John Candys death was a waste.Him and Steve Martin would have made a classic team if they has the chance to act together again.I too know what its like when nothing gos right and you want to scream just give me a break.I have recently found myself unemployed.I applied for unemployment and was turned down 3 times.I stuck with it and they approved me this week.I have 480 dollars coming anyday.Plus with what my ex sends every week I will have an extra 100.I am not saying all of this happened just by praying.I mean I didnt go out to the mail box and just find money I fouhgt for what I get.I fought my ex for 9 years for the child support he still has to pay even though my son is 21.The angels did give me the strength to keep up the fight though.Good luck and we love ya
Ellie
try to remember that these feelings we have these days...the difficulties etc. are because of this change coming about.........we are also as humans and plants and animals developing an extra strand of dna and all these things are having a huge affect on us all.......so just know it is all ok and a 'normal' reaction....don't let it take hold of you....embrace the change........change isn't a bad thing....if we keep feeling we are being defeated ...we will keep being defeated....act the victim..you'll be the victim.....just try to remember to tell the universe you are embracing all those things around you because you know it is for "OUR" highest good....be strong....have that faith......don't let it get the best of you....
love all....Dee