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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 03:08 am |
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Is it just me or is this week just really something?
I can't seem to pull myself out of this --- HELP!
What's going on? I feel like I'm back to where I started with this healing process.
I know everyone is going through some things too, and it's just hard sometimes to keep the chin up, but this is utterly ridiculous!
Gotta keep moving, keep fighting, keep believing.
Nothing can stop me from being stronger!
This tidal wave of negative emotions and thoughts is drawing me in... Can't wait for it to bring me back to the shore.
*reaches out to anyone*
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 03:14 am |
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| Faye get away from the negative that always brings me down..... I had a trying week but it has all turned out well......I have became very aware of God and my angels....Have faith and let the past go!!!!
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 12:29 pm |
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keep those affirmations going daily.....ask Jesus to step in and be that calming force. He is my rock these days...and my guides keep pointing me to those signs of good things coming my way...telling me to hang in there and all will be well.
remember to have that faith....take things one minute at a time if you have to, to keep yourself from falling into that pit of fear...
we create the fear...we can uncreate it...my angels hold my hand every step of the way...I know this in my heart....it's remembering it when times are the toughest that I forget they are there.
I've given way too much control to my mind....and that, we all know, is a big NO NO.
hang in there folks....things are moving and changing very rapidly these days.....and it can make us feel scattered and lost and down...try to think of it as a positive....that we are affected by this...it is a good sign that we are sensitive and a real part of a wonderful event...just remembering that is enough to make me feel better.
go to "What's Up On Planet Earth" and read what she says.....It will make all this sad depressed feelings make sense...Just keep these things in mind....smile today....and when you have a panic feeling of being lost and loney...remember it is a normal 'feeling' in these times.
love Dee
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 12:41 pm |
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Faith,
I am proof that the yin and yang of life is real. This has been one of the most incredibly positive weeks of my spiritual life. However, I'd gladly give you some of my positive to negate your negative. I am not sure if I can change your past. I do know that it is best to try and exist in the NOW and live it as if it were the only time. I'd ask why you week was negative but that would only exaserbate the problem.
Breathe. Enjoy the warmth of the sun,the beauty of the shadows of the moon. Your hair. Your heart beat. The blood in your veins. Your sexuality. YES EVEN THAT. After all we are human. God did make us this way for a purpose. To deny it is to deny God. I'm not saying to go out and...be promiscous. I am saying to enjoy your feminity. Connect with your maternal side. Be one with mother earth. BE YOU.
hugs,
paul
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 03:43 pm |
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Faye,
I have this feeling that you should get outside if you can...Soak up a little sun and just draw strength from nature...It's probably not 95 in California like it is today in Missouri...Get away from the phone and the computer , etc. for awhile.
peace
m
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 03:55 pm |
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Faye,
I relate what you are saying, all of a sudden I felt sort of down and like I'm stucked somewhere and don't know where to turn,like I'm moving backwards instead of forward...Like all of what I've accomplished this last month is just disappearing sort of? I don't know, but I guess this is where I need to pray the most and ask God, Jesus, Mother Mary and Angels to give extra comfort...By the way yesterday I did what Maureen suggest, trust me it works zillions...I came back home so refreshed and energized...
Blessings,
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Faye
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 04:56 pm |
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Okay people....
Can you see me now?
I'm on my surfboard!!!
Ridin' out the tidal waves, baby!!!
WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks everyone! I'm off to water the garden. I'm sure this coming week is gonna be better.
Much love,
Faye
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 05:01 pm |
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Cutemexgal, yep. It's like everything you are working on is just nowhere to be seen. Back to square one. And you seem to be okay before that then it's just, HUH?! So everytime I feel happy, even for a moment, I grab that moment and own it.
Dee, it does feel that everything or some people around me are spiraling down, almost as if crumbling... I, myself, am caught... I'm pulling myself out of the spiral... Must get to the center- the eye of the storm- where it is calm and peaceful. And I went to visit the site and found this:
http://www.whatsuponplanetearth.com/APsymptoms.htm
It's amazing really. Because I think I'm experiencing all of it... Well, except for the weight gain part. LOL. I think I need to add more weight. Physical changes - I'm only experiencing the aches and pains on the different parts of my body. Shoulders, back, migraines, stomach... and oh! The woman cycles too- I have to program myself with the moon cycles, I guess. How do I do that?! And blah! I have sooooo many pimples now! This shift is just too much!
Very emotional, check! Lost of direction, check! Feeling exhausted all the time, check! Depression, check! Dreams, check! Releasing past lives or whatever, check! People and things disappearing or making exits (dramatic exits), check!
Everything will turn out fine, everything is alright... I have to keep believing. I'm just... moving on to a higher vibration and adjusting. And I have to really let go of those who aren't aligned with me anymore.
Tears falling again, check!
I'm keeping it together, Paul. I'm trying my best. I'm just really emotional right now.
Oh dear... Tidal wave coming in again... Mighty glad I've got a surfboard with me.
Thank you again everyone!Last edited on Sat Jul 26th, 2008 06:49 pm by Faye
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 07:06 pm |
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Faye.... I had a crazy week ...but I won't let it pull me down.... I Love and I'm still in Love with my husband (even though he was a skunk for a while...). I have difficulties getting out of my own thoughts and I know (for a fact) know that I create my own situation! Get out for a while.... breathe in the fresh air... keep your thought away from your surroundings... dream and pretend you are actually surf boarding.... read something that is completely opposite of what you are feeling. Think about some one/some thing that makes you drift/makes you smile.... think about yourself ... for yourself.... Even though my identity has been stolen - those guys didn't take away my soul/spirit.... I don't care about all these material things.... even though I have to leave here... I think if I let them get me .... they will get to me....
So DARLING FAYE.... don't let your ordeal get you down and don't let others get you down. You know when someone bothers me I say to myself..."I know something you don't" (you have to sing it out like a kid....in your mind) - I hope that helps...
Love ya!!
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 07:17 pm |
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Dee...You are right!! I don't watch the news (in detail) anymore. I watch kids programme thats funny... I'm working on myself and my domestic issues (sometimes that can let us down).
when I think about myself and my soul's purpose I perk up... All this intense negativity thats going on in todays world is mainly because our world is getting ready for the PEACE that will follow. Those who know it - understands.... those who don't - have yet to learn and more to learn.... It will be US - the LIGHT-WORKERS who will have to help them in their transition.... so I think I will focus on the future with a pure heart to help MOTHER EARTH and HEAVEN then....
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Posted: Sat Jul 26th, 2008 11:01 pm |
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Well, I guess it's a day for the blahs...We had an open house and NO ONE showed up..
Oh well, I'm just going to make it ok.
We spend the afternoon with grandchildren...2 year old twins.
peace
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Posted: Sun Jul 27th, 2008 02:56 am |
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keep breathing faye. I feel like I am helping my wife during childbirth. HAAAAA HAAAAA....Thanks for that memory. Whoowhooo.
seriouisly, You are in an intense phase right now it appears.
One step at a time. One moment. NOW.
We love you Faye. You can take that to the bank for sure.
paul.
I admire you a lot. You are the only person I know who can surf the internet and a wave at the same time. HOW COOL IS THAT.
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Posted: Sat Aug 2nd, 2008 10:40 pm |
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Okay people...
I will be honest and let you all know I am sinking at this very moment.
My eyes are swollen from crying. My heart is just really "overwhelmed" right now.
I am still dealing with a lot of things, and as some of you know very well, this includes severing ties with someone very dear to me.
I need another pull, please. Or a shove. Anything to help me keep my Spirits up. I am in a moment of weakness.
But I know I will be more than okay in the end.
Thank you everyone!
Much love,
Faye
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Posted: Sat Aug 2nd, 2008 11:04 pm |
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Dear Faye,
"Hold my hand and let's walk together, you are so loved!! You've always been and you'll always be! It's O.K. to feel sad and down at times, so that's why I offer you my shoulder.If you feel the need to cry some more, I'll hold you tight until you feel better, don't ever doubt to come to us!"...Faye it might sound weird, but I think this might be a message from your Angels, I felt inspired to write you this when I saw your post-by the way this is the 2nd time it has happened to me- So don't be sad girl! You have your Angels and you have all of us!! Cheer Up We love you!!
Cutemexgal
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Posted: Sun Aug 3rd, 2008 01:37 am |
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Dear Faye,
I didn't know what to say to you...so I asked my angels what to say...I saw you with angels in a circle around you forming a tight barrier against any problem . Please know that they are there even when you are so sad...
Your "family" is here too...we love you
m
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Posted: Tue Aug 5th, 2008 12:08 am |
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Cutemexgal and Maureen, thank you both so much.
I am trying my best. My eyes are soooo swollen already. I cry at almost everything now. I've been crying these past several days.
It's a big effort for me to get up and out of bed.
Nothing seems to work... and right now all I want to do is sleep and not wake up, because when I wake up everything seems more painful.
I try my best to be optimistic, still do things I normally do- I just don't have the energy.
I can't seem to pull myself out of this, and so I know I have to anchor myself and just let things be.
I feel so tired and so weak and so lost.
And another headache coming on...
I wish I could pluck my eyes out so I'll stop crying!
This is just too much of a cleansing, if this is really what it is.
Thank you everyone! Really... I cannot express how grateful I am.
Much love,
Faye
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Posted: Tue Aug 5th, 2008 04:02 pm |
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Ok, I'm going to say something that many people don't agree with..
I went through a period in my life that was horrendous...I won't go into details unless you want them, but trust me it was bad...I couldn't stop crying...I was teaching and could barely get through a day...I felt like I was in a dark hole...I went to a good doctor and took anti-depressants for awhile until I could pull myself together....It's not the only solution, but it sometimes will let you think clearly...I know my brain at that time just didn't produce enough endorphins or whatever...
I still believe that God and His angels are with you and guiding you to the best solution....
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Posted: Tue Aug 5th, 2008 05:21 pm |
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Maureen, thank you!
I have been taking meds. Not to worry... I'm a big fan of Science. It has helped me before, I know it will help me again.
Much love,
Faye
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Posted: Tue Aug 5th, 2008 05:28 pm |
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I remember when I was very depressed...I would call my counselor and she told me to do something which you once thought was fun.....I remember saying nothing is fun now...They still insisted go do something that used to be fun....walking around the block, go out for ice cream, go to a movie, buy some new crayons,
I didn't want to do it, but it did help. There is a light at the end of the tunnel...I know
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Posted: Tue Aug 12th, 2008 07:17 pm |
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Hey Faye. I will keep you in my prayers. I know how it feels when everything that could go wrong does and it seems like the world keeps coming down on you. When you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up!
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