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Posted: Sun Sep 20th, 2009 02:23 am |
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i war with myself constantly, daily nightly every hour every minute every second....i as kfor control and i find that its much harder to attain that i originally thought..its niot fun posting this asi i like to think i am stronger than this, that i dont have to ask for help anymore that i dont HAVE to do these things like change negative thoughts to postive and all this..i need help...my life is ruined...i dont know when i will change compeltey..or maybe i ask for too much. my life is a battle with myself. i hate it. i'd like to say thats an oversstatement..but..it's not.
would appreciate prayers...thanks for reading.. with love, taylor
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Posted: Sun Sep 20th, 2009 10:42 am |
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Maybe you could get a healing tape to relax by and find things you love to do
to keep that busy mind preoccupied. Also atke extra vitamin d and a multivitamin,
and some omega 3. Your problem may be nutrition related.
stay away from negative people. try to look for good things in life.
good luck.
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Posted: Sun Sep 20th, 2009 01:07 pm |
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hi taysieheals
welcome...well, quite the post you wrote...I'm a bit confused about what is going on though...?by ego I don't mean 'conceit'...not at all...it's our 'minds' way of controlling us...taking the helm and making things difficult for us ...as if we were not capable of finding happiness our selves....but, we are SO very capable!
What are you warring about with yourself? and what is it you feel you need control with? Sounds as if your 'ego' is making your life miserable...that's not fun!!! LOL
Your life is not ruined, everyone is capable of fixing what they don't like about it or about themselves.....just need to take some better steps and make different choices...what ever it is you feel is 'wrong' with you, find out how to fix it...change it...Only you can do it...guidance is a wonderful thing....ask God, angels whomever it is you seek or pray to, ask them for guidance? when my life was out of control I simply asked God to put me in a different situation and help me make the right choices...and asked to put those right choices and opportunities in front of me so I could make the changes I needed to make...ask that the right people come into your life...the right situations...etc...you get my drift...It's all about changing the who's and what's in your life now that are not working for you any longer...You 'are' capable of changing every thing you want to change, including your outlook on yourself and life. The spiritual guidance is a 'prayer' away...but, if we pray and just sit and wait for some Source to 'fix' it for us ,,,it won't happen...we need to take some steps in the right direction first...all the guidance we need and want is 'right' there...to 'help' you...but it won't do all the work for you......I promise you that if you, in all honesty seek and want these things in your life to change with all your heart that it will happen...be honest with yourself in what you seek...If you are sincere in your heart you 'will' get that guidance from above...deeLast edited on Sun Sep 20th, 2009 01:09 pm by dee
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Posted: Sun Sep 20th, 2009 01:13 pm |
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| I just saw another post you had written about things you are thankful for...Esther and Gerry Hicks...so, you 'are' on the right track...keep seeking and things will change for you...learn all you can and practice those works daily...be patient...if you want change it will come...dee
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Posted: Sun Sep 20th, 2009 09:11 pm |
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dee, very funny that you mention the word "will"...did i write that in my last post? i'll have to read it again...i've been having a very hard time with this whole will power thing, almost to the point of obsession...i feel almost foolish for having battled with myself for so long, esspecially when all it seems to take sometimes is a simple willingness to get things going...open up and let the universe take you where it will...haha...thanks for your posts. i appreciate them greatly. with love, taylor
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Posted: Sun Sep 20th, 2009 11:20 pm |
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| You are not alone with the 'willpower' issue hon...trust me...that is a huge problem for me as well as most people...and our mind plays the game..It's a 'battle' of the wills sort of...Our desire and the mind's will to keep us under it's control I guess.........I know you know what you need to do...It's the procrastination as well as the will power...we are all stronger than we think we are.....glad you've joined by the way...welcome....dee
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