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Posted: Tue Sep 29th, 2009 09:12 pm |
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Need emergency prayers for healing the damage done to me this september. I was attacked and hurt very badly, and need healing and a solution to the damge that was done to my hair after getting it cut after 2yrs off not getting it cut from severe trauma. Its the worst hair cut i have ever had in my life. Its destroyed, and damaged, and its hard to look at myself in the mirror without feeling depressed and worthless.
I've beeen treated like garbage in high school and first year university by males, and being told i was ugly. I have even lost my appettite to eat, and feel dead inside. This destroyed hair cut, has destroyed the little self esteem I was finally trying to build up this year. I thought I was finally on my healing path this year, and then I get attacked and feel depressed embarassed and worthless. I feel there is no hope.
Please guide me to a empathic hair dresser who can heal, fix and and find a solution to heal the damage done to my hair. I'm in deep pain, with damaged self worth, thats worse then its even been, in 20 yrs. I know the angels have kept me from shaving my hair off, the pain, degration, humiltion, and feeling off hopeless, is that deep. Please send me extra healing to my soul, heart, self esteem, self worth, as I have never felt this ugly in my life.
The ulgy hair cut is that bad. Please send me extra angels for healing the trauma done to my hair and self esteem, and extra angels to heal the pain. Please send me reiki energy to heal deep pain, its unbearable. thank you to all, love aquamarine
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Posted: Wed Sep 30th, 2009 04:11 am |
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My gosh it’s just a matter of hair aquamarine. Stop thinking that problem. The important is you are alive and you have a something to post here.
But if it’s hard for you to forget those ugly words they have told you and it is making you lowly. Then try to meditate.
But I haven’t tried yet the so called meditation, but they said after doing it you will have peaceful mind.
If it’s really works and it’s true then that’s good for you.
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Hi aquamarine,
I have to say this is something you may need to heal. I think I've mentioned before that you have the power to call in the angels, but, this is something you need to find some peace with....no prayer will make your hair grow back...no angel is going to make it appear overnight...but, they will help you find peace in this situation. Hair doesn't create our self worth, maybe this is an area you could use some help with from them? Your heart makes the person, not the hair. I feel bad that this makes you so upset...I'm a woman and all women can relate to feeling upset as you do now, we've all had the 'haircut' from hell...perms, all that embarrassing stuff...but, it is only hair....I think this may be a huge time of 'growth' aqua, You need to seek the guidance on your own...speak with your angels and guides...you say this makes you feel 'attacked'...depressed and embarrassed, maybe it is a different kind of healing you need...growth, I will pray for you to see the lesson this will hopefully bring to you. I don't think it's a bad haircut that is making you feel " pain, degradation, humiliation, and hopeless...I think it must be something else???..it's ok hon, we've all been there...you will survive it...promise. deeLast edited on Wed Sep 30th, 2009 12:57 pm by dee
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Hello Aquamarine, i feel the energy of beauty as i found myself repeating the name vibration of Aquamarine. It is the Soulenergy i connect with when Divine Source does the thinking and I Am the doing/mediating/spokesperson. Think about looking Higher I feel to tell you, HigherLove. Divinelove, for beloved there is no higherlove than Divinelove. As your hair grows a little more each day in beauty, May you flow with pure Angelic reiki stepbystep as you heal and grow to know your worth. Divine Source willed I be here now presently and directly to you these words flow. What a joyful feeling I Am sharing it and yes its coming back to me.
LOVINGLIVINGLIGHT the Lord works in mysterious ways have faith takecourage for there is something that God wills you to discover within about yourself and to do this required losingself in order to find SELF. First came such intense waves of enduring/overwhelming energies my breathing become like gasping for air, awesome wonder that Direct Sourcebrought me here.
I Am joyful to tell you, next comes the BEAUTY LOVELIFECREATION and vitally important YourSelf with Unconditionallove and Compassion for all Beings.
Shallom allechem Shallom Soraya
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Posted: Sun Oct 4th, 2009 09:30 pm |
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intellilove,
the meditation IS a great tool to find some peace...It is one way to connect with the Divine of where we come...I receive guidance during meditation...I pray to the Divine, angels etc...during meditation I receive answers and guidance ..some comes in very clearly, others come more symbolically. When we reach this point in meditation is surely 'does' give me a sense of peace proving I am not alone in my endeavors and that I do really have a connection for which I've always prayed...It gives peace yes, but also encourages me to move on even when I am in fear, because I know I have that divine help always...It would be great if people would share some of their meditation experiences so those who want to partake but are unsure of what can be expected will decide to start? anyone? dee
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Posted: Tue Oct 20th, 2009 05:15 am |
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Hello all
sorry it has taken me so long to reply back, as I've been a mess and traumatized by the whole situation. I have tried meditation but it doesnt work with my hair. Your are right this is a very deeply rooted issue that has stung me for 20 yrs. I believe hair, and the hair cut does help with self image and self worth. I was raised to believe and understand beauty and looks are everything, and I had to strive to be perfect and pretty and attractive, because if I wasnt, then I was considered a huge embarassement to my family.
Believe me I have tried to look at this in a different light, and it very very hard. I've been tempted to shave my hair off, because the pain is that bad. I know that the angels cant make my hair grow back overnight, but I feel they are preventing me from shaving it all off, i'm thankful for that. I never get my hair cut for this very reason off horrific hair cuts every time.
I ever told the hair dresser what not to do, and not to cut up to my hair that was down to the bottom off my back, to my jaw line, and no razer cut. I told her everything I didnt want, before she touched my hair, I specified just a trim !!!!.
She didnt listen and cut away putting my into shock and tears. Its been very hard to look at myself in the mirror each morning as I feel uglier then any woman on this planet.
I even tired to wear makeup for the first time in my life at the sad age off early 30's, just to help uplift me, and take attention away from my hair, and try a diffferent method off dealing with the pain and my looks. Issue is, I cant afford makeup and its all cheap and looks horrible. Its very painful. worse yet I have asked my dad for help just to buy a makeup brush which was behind humiliating, and he was so rigid and horrible about it. He is also the reason for why I hate my hair so much. he put me to shame and humiliation just about a makeup brush.
I hate asking but I need prayers for that situation too. Prayers to heal from teh shame and shock off being humiliated this past weekend over the cost off a makeup brush. He tried to repress my feminity. Just need extra prayers to heal the shame and humilaition and shock and depression from teh whole situation off not feeling I deserve to wear makeup, and not even having the money to buy it. Please send extra healing prayers.
I still havent recovered, but I appreciate your support and prayers and responses and ideas, insights. I'm just very frail at the moment, and in deep shock and deep pain, depressed and filled with utter shame and humiliation, and feel to much shame at the moment, and feel I dont deserve to be female. Again sorry it took so long ot respond. THank you all for your responses, please keep praying for me and send me healing energy for the indepth shame that I was made to feel this past week, I hurt in deep pain, filled with shame off being female, love aquamarine
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Hey lady! What a mess. When it comes down to the hair issue just give it time and it will be all right. I want to note here that beauty is NOT skin deep, you are a beautiful person on the inside. What is on the inside always reflects the person on the outside  As for the ridicule, people can be mean but we must be different than them and forgive. I will have you in my prayers!
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Need emergency prayers for healing the damage done to me this september. I was attacked and hurt very badly, and need healing and a solution to the damge that was done to my hair after getting it cut after 2yrs off not getting it cut from severe trauma. Its the worst hair cut i have ever had in my life. Its destroyed, and damaged, and its hard to look at myself in the mirror without feeling depressed and worthless.
I've beeen treated like garbage in high school and first year university by males, and being told i was ugly. I have even lost my appettite to eat, and feel dead inside. This destroyed hair cut, has destroyed the little self esteem I was finally trying to build up this year. I thought I was finally on my healing path this year, and then I get attacked and feel depressed embarassed and worthless. I feel there is no hope.
Please guide me to a empathic hair dresser who can heal, fix and and find a solution to heal the damage done to my hair. I'm in deep pain, with damaged self worth, thats worse then its even been, in 20 yrs. I know the angels have kept me from shaving my hair off, the pain, degration, humiltion, and feeling off hopeless, is that deep. Please send me extra healing to my soul, heart, self esteem, self worth, as I have never felt this ugly in my life.
The ulgy hair cut is that bad. Please send me extra angels for healing the trauma done to my hair and self esteem, and extra angels to heal the pain. Please send me reiki energy to heal deep pain, its unbearable. thank you to all, love aquamarine
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Posted: Wed Oct 21st, 2009 04:54 am |
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Thank you lady raven
for your understanding and compassion, support and extra prayers, I greatly appreciate it from the bottom off my heart. I actually had a nervous breakdown today, and vomited three times, out in public while, shaking like a leaf, while trying my best to hold my nerves in. I lost out and my nerves won, and the aftershock from the shock off what happend this past sunday struck me like a cord, and I got sick in public.
THe aspect off having to ask dad for money for a makeup brush, and trying to have a conversation about makeup for the first time in my life and at such a late age, was horrific, awkward and humiliating. He knows I'm a late bloomer, but he just went nuts and yelled at me, with being tight and rigid with budgets.
Maybe because he doesnt believe a woman deserves to treat themselves like a female, or maybe its because his reasoning and value system over makeup in the city since we moved here 20 yrs ago.
I was guided to try makeup at a slow pace with extra prayers off course, to put my haircut in a different light. Get this for to many years I couldn't even walk into a makeup store or anystore because I felt that ugly and shy.
Its only this year that with prayers again it took courage to try on the makeup in the store to experiement. Its hard when you have a lack off mother figure to add to it all. Please pray for him and me and the situation.
I just wanted to deal with my hair in a different light with courage, and I even got sick from that too last month. My lower spine start to give out. I'm very very frail and my nerves are horrid. Please pray for my dad to heal whatever it is that he cant accept in my wanting to buy nice makeup to feel pretty and female.
Please send him reiki and extra angels to accept this is a good transition, not a bad one.
How can I heal, if i'm being repressed and cut off and cut up and yelled at and not given any money to even get a facial to heal the allergic reaction I had to once skin care line called aveda that was supposed to be for sensitive skin. It was more natural and easier for me to try then other makeup stores and brands.
Very angelic looking, very me, my personality, soft, and delicate. problem is, he wont give me money, very horrid and evil. By buying makeup, and trying to express my feminity in tiny baby steps, this is part off my healing, after all the dirt and garbage, that has been dumped on me my whole life.
I just need the angels prayers to heal the makeup situation, his explosion towards me asking for money for a makeup brush, and just makeup itself. after what happend to me, ten years ago I will suffer for the rest off my life, dont i deserve a break?.
About beauty shining inside out, in some respect I believe your right for most woman that is true. "However in my case" its not, I can feel how men can sense my worthlesness and how horrible I feel about myself. They can sense my depression, grief, saddness, low self worth, anxiety, shyness, its in my aura. Its been hinted to me by other angels, that if I started to wear makeup nice makeup in baby steps it would uplift my aura.
So please again begging for prayers for me and dad in this embarassing, shameful, humiliating, depressing sitation, between me and dad, and being allowed to be female, and express it. Please send extra angels, to him and me, reiki to him to help him understand I need this to heal.
Also prayers that I will heal from this shock, shame, and the angels will help me understand I deserve to wear it, instead off what I felt yesterday, that I dont ever deserve it. Begging for prayers, falling apart, broken and very sick from shame and humiliation. love aquamarineLast edited on Wed Oct 21st, 2009 05:04 am by aquamarine
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Posted: Fri Oct 23rd, 2009 08:35 am |
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Dear all
I have felt your prayers, and I'm grateful for your understanding and compassion, and support, and not turning away. Thank you espessially lady_raven, very deeply, for your extra heartwarming prayers and understanding, and thank you all very much for really understanding the depth off this complex hearbreaking situation. Something happened today, and it was a disaster.
I felt your prayers it helped. Just very badly destroyed. Please pray I can be guided to the right makeup for my skin, as I'm allergic and my skin is destroyed from everything.
Thank you all for having the compassion to understand the depth off this complex situation, and the severity off it. Its highly humiliating and very hurtful, heartbreaking, and almost loss off hope at this point.
Please keep praying for me, as I need all the prayers I can get. Please send me guidence, and angels and healing for the situation, my heart and skin thats hurting very badly. love aquamarine
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Posted: Sun Oct 25th, 2009 07:30 pm |
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Hello again to all,
As I write this I'm crying with tears rolling down my my face. I'm a mess, and need extra prayers as I'm not going to make it, and need extra protection to protect me from all negative, horrific energy and beings, and protection amoung other things. I dont know how else to say it.
I'm a mess, and need all the prayers I can get. I'm trying very hard to contact particular people in my life, for help, but dad is making it very hard to contact them, and meet with them, amoung other tools I have tried. I'm even prevented from trying to contact these people through email. "I need extra protection"
Dad is trying to stop that too. Please pray that I will be free to meet with particular people in my life very fast and soon, as I need them to know the truth, about what has happend to me, and clear the air.
I want to be able to grow as a woman, but that has been put to a halt too, from all the lower energies around me. This is why I need prayers, {"I cant "begin" and "start" to grow and sprout, as a woman"}, unless I get outside help from these particular people in my life, fast.
I need the energy off lower energy off those around me and the tools they are using to hurt me, and stop me from meeting certain people, to be cleared off, so I can have the opportunity to meet very fast with particular people in my life, so they can help me.
Please help my these particular people I need so desperatly to meet with to understand the "seriousness" and the "importance" off how badly I need to see them.
Please invoke and call on extra angels, and higher forces to explain and help these people understand, I need help now, and we all need to meet now, or I'n not going to make it too much longer.
In addition please pray that I'm "guided to the right makeup" and facial products, for "my skin type", so the meeting introductions, with my significant other "The man in Life" who also needs to "clear the air" off all his misunderstandings" and "his immennse pain", goes well. In additionally, in a peacefully, relaxed, place, and atmosphere, were the comunications, intoductions, can be, as peaceful, relaxed, healing, as possible.
Prayers also need, as my skin is a mess. Due to excess stress and severe trauma and shock, nerves, again from all lower engeries thrown at me and around me. Pray for healing for situation, and my skin, as I'm a mess, and so desperatly need the help off these particular people in my life fast.
Please Please Pray, Thank you again for your understanding, love, support, compassion, and most off, all not turning away, love and hugs Aquamarine
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Posted: Sun Oct 25th, 2009 07:46 pm |
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aquammarine,
as I've said before, you can make this ok....You can call on and invoke the guidance you need....You need to pray to God...Our prayers are with you, but it's you who needs to open the lines of communication with God...asking your guides and angels to help you is fine, but they will not do the work for you...You are the only one who can heal this for yourself....May I ask how old you are? Old enough to find the help you need ? Calling a Dr. maybe? Your focus is not a healthy one...Focus is on more ego than heart...If your bad haircut can make you crumble under as you are right now then I honestly feel you need to seek some guidance...not from this board but from a professional...even a good 'reading' would be better than no help at all.
Please trust me when I tell you there are no lowly beings affecting your life...I don't know where you got the idea they were?
Do you not see that 'asking for guidance to the right makeup' would cause people to not take you seriously? Call on Arch Angel Michael to surround you with his protection...and he will!
You need to do the work aquamarine...God WILL step in and help you, but, you need to take the steps yourself....begin to heal and he will come to your side...promise....you need to focus on Him and Love and not all this negative evil stuff.
Don't worry about this 'woman' stuff....don't focus on what you don't have or you will never have more than that........maybe finding some books to give you guidance would be a good idea.....I just hate you see you sitting there hoping and waiting for the world to come and fix your problems...it won't happen unless you do something about it first.......God will come to you...makeup and hair isn't a reflection of who you are....but the 'worry' of such things isn't coming off in your favor in God's eyes...do you see what I'm saying?
I pray for you aquamarine, but not for the makeup or hair....I pray you see just what this is doing to you...It is keeping you from growing as the spiritual being you are......I don't know what you think these 'people' you need to meet with so desperately can or would do for you? You are capable of healing yourself hon....please know that......You don't need makeup to become whole...can you see that?
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Posted: Sun Oct 25th, 2009 08:26 pm |
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Dear all
I'm in tears and suffering, and I'm very close to the end. I have tears rolling down my face from horrific abuse and torment, and so desperatly need all your help fast, so I can meet up with certain people in my life for help.
My dad has stopped my {"GROWTH AS WOMAN", and PUT MY GROWTH to a halt", so I can begin to "SPROUT" and GROW AS A WOMAN"}, and even has been using tools to torment me and hurt me, to stop me from recieving help, via email to reach out. Please pray that I will be able to see these certain people in my life that will be able to help me and assist me in all forms, before I end up dead. I need all HIGHER PROTECTION and PRAYERS I can get from all, PLEASE !!!!!
I need to meet with these people to clear the air off all misunderstandings and deep pain. Also for them to finally meet my significant other, "the man in my life" who also wants to clear the air and his misunderstandings and his immense pain. We are both destroyed and crying for help fast, and BEGGING FOR EXTRA ADDED PROTECTION.
Please ask and invoke all angels to explain to these certain people in my life the severity and "IMPORTANCE OFF THE SITUATION", and how "desperately we need to see them", to finally meet face to face for HELP.
The suffering is so bad, and so horrific and inhuman, we need all the prayes, added protection, and invoking off higher energies and angels we can get. We are both a mess, falling apart, and destroyed, and so desperatly need the games to stop. We and begging a and asking for help.
Please pray AND INVOKE the angels and HIGHER ENERGIES, that can guide all off us, to a place, where this meetup can take place, with "CRUCIAL ADDED PROTECTION" in a {"POSITIVE "HIGH VIBRATIONAL" CLEANSING ATMOSPHERE"}.
In which all communications and introductions can finally take place, with comfortable, relaxed, neutralized, soothing energy around us, where "healing and help along with assistance in all forms can finally take place".
In addition please pray I'm guided to the right makeup and facial products for my face, so I can present myself as best as possible and feel comfortable with the way I look when all introductions take place.
Please send us, added protection, and guidence and healing to the situation and my skin and face. I'm a mess and breaking apart from all lower energies thrown at me and around me.
Please please asking for all prayers, higher energies, added protection, to protect me from all lower energies stopping me and my significant other from meeting these people in my life for help.
Thank you, for your compassion, Love, support, understanding, and most off all not turning away Love and hugs AquamarineLast edited on Sun Oct 25th, 2009 08:42 pm by aquamarine
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Asking for additional prayers that the certain people in my life that I want so deseratly to meet with fast, will accept the way my skin is, and just be accepting in meeting me with my situation as it stands.
Asking for highest prayers that will explain to these certain people in my life, I cant afford a facial, to have my facial skin looking decent for the meet up. Please send me extra angels, Love Aquamarine
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aquamarine,
have you read any of what I've written to you? Why does this man have such a hold on you? How old are you? I'm guessing you are quite young actually...and I honestly feel you do need to see someone about your insecurities? Something is not right here?
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Dear all beautiful lightworkers and compassionate souls on this board.
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to respond back. I have been unwell, traumatized, shaken, scared, terrified from certain situational events that have come up in the past few days, along with drainage and fatigue, confusing, and being manipulated and abused by lower energies people that I thought were going to help me, but tricked me, and took advantage off me.
I'm filled with shame, and shock, and feel hopeless. I'm just in shock, how these lower energy people have continued to play games with my heart, mind and soul, and even entered a private part off my souldoorway, when I was desperate for help and I thought they were going to help me.
They tricked me. Please bare with me, as I'm sick, broken down and a mess, from all lower energy people playing mind games with me and hurting me, and abusing their powers to hurt me and confuse me.
I have felt your prayers last weekend on a huge level, and that helped sooooo sooo much, and I want you all to know I GREATLY APPRECIATE ALL YOUR LOVING SUPPORT AND KIND COMPASSION TOWARDS MY SITUATION.
I WAS {"HORRIFICALLY AND VOILENTLY RAPED"} OVER A PERIOD OFF FOUR YEARS EVERY"} AND STRIPPED OFF MY FEMINITY.
I'M SURE YOU ALL MOST KNOW ITS BEEN A SHOCK TO ME TO RECIEVE, KIND LOVE, AND COMPASSION, AND SUPPORTIVE PRAYERS AFTER 20YRS OFF BEING TREATED LIKE DIRT AND HAVING NOONE PRAY FOR ME. THIS
THIS IS NEW FOR ME, AND WAS A SHOCK THAT THERE ARE KIND LOVING HUMANS OUT THERE IN THIS WORLD, THAT DO ACTUALLY HAVE HEARTS OFF GOLD AND PRAY FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE A MESS AND HAVE BEEN VOILATED, DESTROYED INSIDE OUT, IN EVERYWAY SHAPE AND FORM, TO MY {FRAIL INNOCENT FEMALE BODY}, AND MIND AND SOUL.
YOUR PRAYERS FOR ME TO GET SOME FORM OFF MAKEUP, HELPED ALOT, AND YOUR PRAYERS TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS FOR THEM TO PRAY FOR ME HELPED. wITHOUT YOUR PRAYERS, THEY WOULDNT HAVE PRAYED AT ALL.
SO I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL TO YOU ALL FOR YOUR LOVE, COMPASIION, HUMILITY AND UNCONDITONAL LOVE, THAT I NEVER REALLY EXPERIENCED IN MY LIFE.
PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME, AS i'M STILL ASKING FOR PRAYERS FOR THE RIGHT MAKEUP, AND BRUSHES FOR MY DESTROYED SKIN TO HEAL AND RECLAIM MY FEMINITY, AFTER BEING STRIPPED OFF IT.
THANK YOU FROM TEH BOTTOM OFF MY HEART FOR YOUR LOVE AND NOT TURNING AWAY FROM ME WHEN i NEEDED PRAYERS MOST.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME ATTAIN THE BASIC STUFF FROM THE BODY SHOP. IT STIL HURTS MY SKIN, BUT AT LEAST THE ANGELS AND YOU ALL HELPED TO GIVE ME A CHANCE, WHICH I NEVER HAD BEFORE.
THE GIFT CARD THAT I HAD SAVED FOR 2 YRS, HELPED ALOT. I JUST DIDNT KNOW HOW TO USE IT, FROM BEING A MESS AND TRAUMATIXED WITH ZERO CLARITY, MY MIND HAS BEEN TRAUMATIZED.
MY SKIN IS SENSITIVE TO THE STUFF, BUT I PRAY the new cleanser milk they came out with for a limited time, WILL HELP SOOTH THE PAIN AND DAMAGE TO MY SKIN. IF NOT, I PRAY FOR EXTRA GUIDENCE FROM THE ANGELS AND HIGHER REALS.
AFTER 20 YRS off the harsh pollution thats destroyed my frail skin AFTER MOVING HERE WHERE I DONT BELONG, MY FACIAL SKIN, BODY AND MIND IS BREAKING DOWN FAST, ALONG WITH MY VITALITY AND ANY FAITH THATS LEFT IN ME.
SO I pray I CAN WEAR MAKEUP WITH COURAGE, WITHOUT PAINFUL REACTION TO MY SKIN, AND LIKE A FEMALE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, AFTER I WAS STRIPPED OF IT. JUST TRYING OT RECLEAIM WHAT I LOST.
AS YOUR ANGELS, I'M SURE ARE TELLING YOU, I'M A MESS, BROKEN, TRAUMATIZED, SCARED, AND MY BODY/MIND, HAS BEEN VOILENTLY VOILATED and RAPED IN EVERY FORM YOU CAN POSSIBLY IMAGINE.
PLEASE ASK THE {HIGHER UNIVERSAL ENERGIES}, TO SURROUND ME WITH {EXTRA PROTECTION", AND {"EXTRA ANGELS"}, AND HELP WITH EXTRA GUIDENCE AGAIN TO "GUIDE ME TO THE RIGHT MAKEUP" AND {"FACIAL CREAM FOR MY DESTROYED SKIN AFTER 20YRS"} OFF MY SKIN AND MIND BEING DESTROYED BY THE ELEMENTS OF THE BIG CITY.
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME TO BE GIVEN EXTRA COURAGE, STRENGTH, VITALITY, FAITH, HOPE, SIGNS THAT THERE IS LIGHT AT THE END OFF THIS DARK HORRIFIC TUNNEL THAT I'M IN. PLEASE SEND ME HOPE THAT THERE IS A CHANCE FOR ME. I'M HUMAN LIFE, AND A HUMAN BEING, THAT HAS SUFFERED MORE UNBEARABLE PAIN THEN ANY HUMAN ON THIS EARTH SHOULD HAVE TO ENJURE.
PRAYING ALL YOUR ANGELS WILL EXPLAIN SITUATION. IT TOOK {COURAGE TO WRITE MY PERSONAL STORY}, BUT {I NEED PRAYERS IN THE MOST DESPERATE WAY}. I'M CRYING/DAY AND NIGHT, AND I'M A MESS, AND BROKEN, DESTROYED, SCARED, TERRIRIED, AND NEED {"EXTRA PROTECTION FAST"} FROM THE HIGHER UNIVRESAL ENERGIES AND REALMS TO SURROUND ME, AND EXTRA ANGELS.
BEGGING FOR HIGHER UNIVERSAL ENERGIER TO PROTECT ME AND SURROUND ME, AND ANGELS FROM ABOVE TO SURROUND ME, TO GIVE ME COURAGE, STRENGTH, VITALITY, HOPE, FAITH, SIGNS FROM ABOVE, THAT "EXTRA ANGELS" WILL SURROUND ME AT THIS VULNERABLE TIME IN MY LIFE.
PLEASE PRAY, LOVE AQUA, AND {"I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL"} TO YOU ALL. WARM, lOVE AND HUGS FROM MY HEART TO YOURS
Last edited on Mon Nov 9th, 2009 12:32 am by aquamarine
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