DEAR ALL
A HUGE THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL THE KIND, LOVING AND COMPASSIONATE PRAYERS YOU SENT ME LAST WEEKEND TO HELP ME ATTAIN MAKEUP THAT I NEEDED, SO I COULD FEEL FEMALE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I HAVE TO ADMIT I WAS OVERWHELMED AND SHOCKED BY THE SUPPORT AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND PRAYERS i FELT AND RECIEVED BY SO MANY OFF YOU. NOONE IN MY LIFE HAS EVER PRAYED FOR ME BEFORE, OR CARED ENOUGH TO REACH OUT WITH LOVE AND PRAY FOR ME.
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TREATED LIKE DIRT AND FILTH AND WORSE THEN DIRT AND FILTH. AFTER BEING STRIPPED OFF MY FEMINITY, HAVING THE COURAGE TO TRY WEARING MAKEUP WAS THE FIRST STEP IN RECLAIMING MY FEMINITY WHICH WAS TAKEN FROM ME MANY YEARS AGO, AND OVER 20 YRS IN VARIOUS WAYS AND FORMS.
I HAD TEARS IN MY HEART AND EYES FROM THE SUPPORT AND LOVE THAT WAS SENT THAT I HAVE NEVER RECIEVED IN MY LIFE, BY EVERYONE ON THIS BOARD. SO i THANK YOU FROM TEH BOTTOM OFF MY HEART, AND I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL.
PROBLEM LIES WHERE I'VE BEEN SO BADLY VOILATED AND DESTROYED AND RAPED IN THE MOST HORRIFIC WAY, THAT MY MIND ISNT SO CLEAR, AND ITS HARD TO HEAR MY ANGELS WITH CLARITY. i'M A MESS AND BROKEN, AND CAN HEAR MY ANGELS, BUT WHEN YOUR A MESS, AND IN DEEP PAIN, ITS HARDER TO HEAR.
PLEASE SEND ME {"EXTRA PROTECTION"" FROM THE {"HIGHER UNIVERSAL ENERGIES"} AND REALMS, AND "EXTRA ANGELS", TO GUIDE ME WITH CLARITY AND CLEAR GUIDENCE, AND SOOTHING ENERGY, AND COURAGE TO EVEN FACE THOSE SALES WOMAN THAT WORK IN THE MAKEUP COUNTER AND PREY ON YOUNG VULNERABLE FEMALES LIKE ME. PRAY I'M GUIDED TO THE PROPER MAKEUP FOR MY SKIN, AND SKIN CARE FOR MY DESTROYED SKIN AFTER 20YRS OFF ALL THE POLLUTION.
I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE A {"PROUD FEMALE"} FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. AFTER 20YRS OFF BEING DEGRADED AND FEELING UGLY, ESPESSIALLY AFTER WHAT WAS TAKEN FROM ME. JUST ASKING FOR STRENGTH AND "COURAGE" TO HAVE THE COURAGE AND TO WEAR MAKEUP AND WITH PRIDE", AS A FEMALE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. THIS IS THE BEGGINING AND START OFF MY INNER HEALING JOURNEY, TOWARDS RECLAIMING BACK WHAT WAS TAKEN FROM ME.
PLEASE ALL LIGHTWORKERS PRAY THAT {"THE UNIVERSAL ENERGIES WILL OPEN THE GATEWAYS TO THE HIGHER REALMS"}, OFF THE {"HIGHER REALMS"}, TO COME DOWN AND SURROUND ME WITH COURAGE, STRENGTH, "EXTRA PROTECTION", "EXTRA ANGELS SURROUNDING ME", AND {CLEAR CLARITY FROM ABOVE} AND FROM MY ANGELS AND THE EXTRA ANGELS, AND {THE REALMS OFF HIGHER ENERGIES OFF EVOLVED WOMAN} TO COME DOWN TO HELP ME, AND GUIDE ME WITH GUIDENCE AND PROTECTION, LOVE AND SUPPORT. I CRY IN DEEP PAIN IN MY CHEST AND HEART AS I WRITE THIS, AND IT TOOK MUCH COURAGE TO POUR OUT MY SOUL. YET I KNOW I'M SAFE ON THIS BOARD.
AGAIN SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO RESPOND BACK, I HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN LAST WEEKEND FROM HARSH SHOCK. THEN THIS MORNING, I BROKE DOWN FROM SHOCK WHEN THREE LOWER ENERGY PERSON'S COME AT ME AND HURT ME IN THE MOST CRUEL UNEXPECTED SHOCKING, WAY. STILL RECOVERING
ALSO ASKING FOR {ADDITIONAL PROTECTION} FROM ALL LOWER ENERGIES THAT ARE CONTINUING TO COME AT ME IN VARIOUS FORMS AND ARE MAKING ME SICK AND HURTING ME VERY BADLY, AND ABUSING THEIR POWERS TO HURT ME AND CONFUSE ME AND TRAUMATIZE ME IN ALL FORMS.
PLEASE SURROUND ME WITH EXTRA PROTECTION FROM THE HIGHER REALMS. PLEASE DONT STOP PRAYING FOR ME, I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL TO YOU ALL AND THIS SAINT OFF A PRAYER BOARD. WARMLY, LOVE AND HUGS, Aqua
Last edited on Mon Nov 9th, 2009 01:11 am by aquamarine
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