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Guru Q
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Posted: Mon Nov 24th, 2008 10:00 pm |
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Greetings of Love and Light to All!
I have been in a process for a few years that I believe to be ascension symptoms. During this very personal change, I have felt the need to go into an alternative form of ministry (lightwork) and am planning to attend training to become a Kundalini yoga instructor next year. In the meantime, my desire to be part of regular society, trends and materialism has become nonexistent. I am still undergoing the changes involved with ascension (as many of us are) which lately has been lack of attention, loss of time, memory loss, body vibrations, crying, deeper compassion, vibrant dreams, tiredness, lack of interest in things that I used to enjoy, disorientation, waking to a strange bodily vibration after going to sleep, loss of identity, heightened senses and blurred vision. They, of course, vary from day to day and, thank god, the crying has decreased. I have started exercising during this time and am trying to eat more fruits and vegetables. I am listening to mantras and attending yoga classes as well as returning to a local Buddhist meeting that I previously frequented. I feel a strong need to help others and be a vessel for love, light and healing in the world. I continue to pray for insight, direction and kind teachers daily. However, I am currently working in a field that promotes materialism and I have become completely uninterested in it and dread coming to work daily. I have known for some time that it is not where I need to be, but I am not sure how I can make it without it. I need to save up to go to my planned yoga training and just get by until then, but it has been difficult to keep focused. My current state is so different from my previous overachiever self that I feel like am being lazy and a terrible employee. I know that this job will be wonderful for someone, but it's not my life's vocation.
With all of this in mind, I need prayer to help me get through this time, insight from those who have been in my shoes and courage to make steps of faith toward my calling. I am heading toward uncharted territory in my life which has left me excited yet confronted by fear at the same time. So, I am looking for mentors, teachers, friends, guides and prayers to help me transition into this new being. I hope to get some great advice, information and support. Please feel free to share with me your experiences and wisdom.
Namaste,
Quinton
Last edited on Tue Nov 25th, 2008 04:56 pm by Guru Q
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miarose
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Posted: Mon Nov 24th, 2008 10:46 pm |
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Hey! Hello Guru Q  And welcome to the world of ascension symptoms lol
You could have been writing this for me lol
I left my factory job, which was very highly paid and started work as a home carer, because I couldn't work with competition anymore.
I love my job, it pays much less and I have to go without a lot, but I am happier.
You too will take the leap of faith soon 
A good grounding helps with the dizziness, blurred vision etc.
And you can stamp your feet for a quick fix.
I'll see if I have got 'ascension symptoms help' still on my pc, if not I'll look it up for you.
You can read about me in the new members forum.
I am new here too.
Lots of love, mia xx
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Posted: Tue Nov 25th, 2008 12:32 am |
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Hello all,
Guru and mia, I experience these acesion symptoms.
Do you think one can experience these things: :
lack of attention, loss of time, memory loss, body vibrations, crying, deeper compassion, vibrant dreams, tiredness, lack of interest in things that I used to enjoy, disorientation, waking to a strange bodily vibration after going to sleep, loss of identity, blurred vision, heightened senses and blurred vision" , and still live in a normally?
Or is it time to look to live in an intentional community?
How does one work with all these issues?
My issues of loneliness because I don't have anybody to share my healing knowledge, or anybody who is interested in learning about herbal formulas, and homeopathic. Evryone trust there Doctor, and i don't. I feel so out of place.
Does feeling out of place count as a symptom?
with love Jul-ray
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Posted: Tue Nov 25th, 2008 12:48 am |
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Hello Jul-ray!
I am currently experiencing intense ascension symptoms as well. Aside from all you have listed above, I'm going through so many life changes - relationships, school, career, living arrangements, etc.
I need to heal from so many things too, including past lives that have opened up deep wounds and past lives with people I have met in this lifetime. So it does take time. As advised, take baby steps. Seek people of the higher vibration - those who laugh often, those who are of the "light", their presence is very light and undemanding of any attention/emotional ties from you.
I am still a bit overwhelmed especially when I hear some of us don't get the "grounding" they need for the next phase in their lives - not until several years.
Feeling out of place very much count as a symptom. Feeling that nobody understands you, and that you are all alone and left to deal with all these on your own. Also, even though you have friends you know you can talk to, you still feel very different from everyone. I experience this all the time.
Many uncontrolled bursts of emotions - crying, sobbing - for no reason at all. It's all part of it. But if you think you are bordering on the lines of clinical depression, I would advise you to go see a doctor.
The process requires you to heal yourself from within. It's not that easy at first, and even now I, myself, am dealing with so much and could barely get myself up in the morning sometimes.
But there's light at the end of the tunnel. That is given.
Please feel free to share more of your experiences. Many of us here are undergoing the same ascension symptoms and at a lost on how to get through the entire process.
Love and light,
FayeLast edited on Tue Nov 25th, 2008 12:50 am by Faye
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Raylaj
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Posted: Tue Nov 25th, 2008 05:42 am |
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That's a great message, ascension symptoms are like a mid life crisis. No matter if you expereince these feeling for any reason it is nice to be supported.
You may know me and you know I would never tell someone to see your doctor reguarding depression. See your homeopathic specialist, masage therapist, or herb / vitamin manual. Channge your diet even! Those chemicals mess up people brains they do a lot of damage, even if you are on them for a short time.
Now if you can only do that ok. I love you either way. In my mind rasining the Vibration would be offer people permanent healthy healing solutions.
light and roasted toasties
Jul ray
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Posted: Tue Nov 25th, 2008 06:00 am |
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Oh, not to be misinterpreted or anything. LOL. But yes, but I was taking the "see the doctor" for depression thing as part of my experience as well. Many of us here are diagnosed with so many cases, and well, we can never really tell if the diagnosis is truly one that is helpful for our individual experiences.
Seeing a doctor could also mean just going through cognitive-behavioral therapy and not really taking meds, which is what I am doing now. Counseling sessions that help you keep your life together (as you have one foot in this world and another foot in the other) - just be wary what you say to the therapist! LOL.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25th, 2008 11:18 am |
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Hey Faye,
Your right cognitive brain therapy. You right! That is very helpful that your doctor helped you get that therapy.
My neurologist didn't help me get therapy, except to tell me my brain has a genetic disease, And there is no test or medicine for it.
If you doctor says this, Then there is the Body Scan which could help you.
My doctor said Cognitive therapy would make me worse. However I think you are a great messanger of light Faye. THank you. What you just shared with me is telling me to try again.
I going to see if I can get some kind of therapy like that.
Thanks so much.
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Posted: Tue Nov 25th, 2008 05:14 pm |
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I used to see a neuro-psyhiatrist myself and although he really is a wonderful doctor, I felt that taking meds wasn't really working for me. I know I needed it that time- I guess God wanted me to go through it so I will know the difference between going through medicines and getting cognitive behavioral therapy. Both have their benefits.
I think it helps when you tell your doctor you don't want to take meds. That's what I did to my counselor. I even told her I don't want to see a "real" psychologist (you know, sitting on the couch and talking and talking and talking... LOL). I told her I just need some help with time management and some childhood issues that are affecting my life right now. It's a good thing she (and also my counseling/special education) teacher taught me about CBT. Very helpful indeed!
Hugs to you Jul-ray! I know things will get better for all of us.
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Posted: Fri Dec 5th, 2008 09:21 pm |
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I think I may need to start my day by stamping my feet! I've just felt like an observer in my own life lately and that I am just floating through right now. I don't feel connected or attached to anything these days. I know that I am not where I need to be, but I don't know how to make the jump. Sometimes, I feel like I could never be this or how am I worthy to do this, but I feel I am being called into some type of alternative ministry. I think there are a lot of changes coming and I feel that I am going to be part of it somehow, but I am unsure as to what exactly. There is so much information out there that it's overwhelming. Where to start? My heart says meditate, so that will have to be my starting point. I wish there was a "spirit doctor" that I could see.
I love the idea of an Intentional Community. I think it sounds wonderful. I'd love to break away from traditional society even more so. I already feel out of place. I've never really felt like I have fit in nor that I was really human. I'm actually ready to stop trying to be human or fit in to something that is wrong for me.
I think cognitive therapy sounds a bit like brain washing. Sure, I bet some of it would be good, but a therapist won't necessarily understand what you are going through spiritually. I feel really misunderstood right now and sometimes alone in what I am dealing with. It is like a midlife crisis, but more like an awakening. I've actually gotten off of antidepressants because of this. I was feeling really crazy on them. There was a shift that started about a year before I went off and they just were making me really off balanced. Go figure. I really don't want to be on anything.
Thank you MiaRose, Faye and Jul-ray for all of your comments and advice.
Faye, I hope that you start feeling better and pray for a strong healing in your body, mind and spirit. Keep you chin up!
Love and Light,
GQ
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