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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 05:53 am |
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Okay...
One of the things I want to do is get over the "belief" that I'm an old soul.
I want to think of myself as a new soul--- just born and not reborn.
Because thinking of myself as an old soul tires me, makes me feel so burdened with a lot of things.
Any ideas on how to do this?
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 12:47 pm |
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hi faye,
why is being an old soul burdensome? Do you know we are all old souls...most of us here have been here on earth many many times......we were all created at the same time....we are all one...no one is really an older soul? If it tires you maybe you should ask yourself why? I think sometimes you put too much pressure on yourself....Being a child of God shouldn't be a burden...I don't know how to make you feel less burdened....maybe you need to speak to God and Jesus about this. Maybe the things you agreed upon for this lifetime isn't working for you? Maybe Soraya will have some answer for you...I'm sorry I can't be of any help other than to pray for you to find peace in your heart...
love Dee
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 04:45 pm |
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Dee,
Just brilliant! You just gave me the idea!!! Thanks!!! LOL
Much love,
Faye
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 05:41 pm |
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| yes Dee is ri9ght there r no new souls we all have 777 lives dont know what Im upto but its obviously quite a few aint a bad thing been an old soul tis an advantage could be your last life before you go live with the Angels and how wonderful would that be xxx Last edited on Fri Aug 29th, 2008 07:34 pm by atomic33
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 08:06 pm |
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In one of my past lives, I died really young. I wasn't ready then. So I had to face it, heal it, let it go and then move on.
It wasn't a violent death. On the contrary, I knew I was going to die young. But I guess, I was so full of fears then.
The situation presented itself to me just now. And I tell myself it's alright. There is nothing to fear about death.
This could be my last lifetime, who knows? I will decide when I go to the other side. After all, didn't God give us the freedom to choose for ourselves? 
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 08:38 pm |
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this is what I've come to know to be truth....and I hope no one will be upset by what I write...for many years now when I seek answers to questions that arise for me I put the question out there and I have to trust what is given me....and I give it time....I don't jump to anything that just pops in my head...so, when I pray and ask and am shown things and they resonate with me I take it as truth....and I feel sometimes when someone doesn't feel certain things as truth it may just be because their path is at a different stage than say mine or someone else....
so, for me....this is my belief....that when we were one with God and wanted to 'experience' this thing called 'life' on this planet...and I do believe it was a choice we made...that we did come into this 'state of being'....and we were suppose to follow some simple 'rules' so to speak.......IF we didn't follow these simple rules....then we would create this thing called 'karma'....well...we didn't follow the rules.....hence came karma...........now lifetime after lifetime we come back as a result of 'owing' the debt...and while here we can very easily create MORE debt......and that is because we not only didn't follow the rules...but we 'forgot' the game plan........we forgot where we came from lifetime after lifetime.......hence....more and more crap gets piled up into this 'owing'.....now......this thing coming...this new way of life coming into fruition now and up to and after the year 2012 where we will then ALL know what we once knew....and I mean ALL of man on this planet.......we will then have NO excuse for bad behavior....this is a time when some will chose to 'not' survive this incident.....and will instead come after the turmoil is over......and then there are some who 'want' to survive and be an aid to all those in need.......and then........yes there's more....LOL....this is the second coming so to speak....that second time of all knowing on the planet.....and the veil being thinner to a point where we can, as quick as a snap of the fingers, go back into that state of being as opposed to the physical state....(we did in the very beginning move from there to here very very easily...kind of like the old "beam me up Scotty" way of doing things,,,but not quite like the Scotty way! ) In the new world we will then have a clean slate.......and we can do as we once did...come and go with much ease...I mean really...being in our bodies wasn't always such a 'heavy' experience.....our bodies were a much lighter easier thing to be in....and we went back and forth...there are a lot of things that are beautiful on this planet to enjoy...it's not all bad......being next to the ocean for example...seeing the sun set.....feeling the sun and the ocean air...etc....those wonderful things we do enjoy in these bodies....so, as I was saying....we can once again choose to come and go as we please...BUT:::::: we must then 'obey' those laws or else we cannot come and go...so, God has said ...we will have the choice...and we won't be so 'ego' centered and won't ruin it again.....know what I mean......not everyone will want to come back....but. we will, again, have that choice...didn't God say we will be able to do this for a time? and see how we would behave? I can't remember the biblical words I am looking for here......but, I think you get my drift? all I can figure is some come here more times than others....and some how I also feel some who are here now who have quite a 'spiritual' path laid out with much ease and not much 'pain' shall I say...well....maybe they have fulfilled their karmic debts....and that is why they have reached the state of peace that they have.....and maybe people like the pope....have come this last time to show and teach what God and true love of mankind is suppose to be all about.......and say those kids...the crystal children and the others being written about these days aren't here for karmic stuff but instead to be the ones who will help the world heal and become whole again.........??????so, all of this is what is going on in my head at the moment.....and please don't write and tell me I must be posessed or that I am honoring satan or any nasty thing like that.....I am just like the rest of you...seeking the truth and finding peace in my heart and in this world of so much ego and chaos...and I do have much peace in that regard....I am happy with where I am in my life concerning God and Jesus and that angelic realm I've come to know and love more than life itself......and I do...daily...thank God because HE is the one constant in my life and the only reason I have such peace and love in my heart.......
so, who's next? I've said my peace...
Faye...you're right....there is 'nothing' to fear about death....it's life we fear really...the death part is the easy part.
and to Em...my buddy Em...you may not know what you should be up to....as far as purpose etc...but I've found very recently that I've been told to just go through my day and don't worry about it..that if and when something is suppose to change or I'm suppose to make a 'move' the opportunity will be put 'right in front of me'. and to not worry about IF I am doing something right or wrong...that I 'will' be shown at the right time what needs to be done........so relax chickie....besides ....I think you are right on track........keep on doing those classes....keep on working on your abilities....which is something we could all be doing....enhance the abilities you already have.....and ask if there is something else you should be doing.....don't worry...you'll be given an answer when the time is right...don't worry that it will come and you won't see it or pass it by ....He will be sure you 'do' your job...the job you were meant to do.........
ok......nuff said? long winded aren't I ? sorry about that!
everyone have a blessed weekend and be safe on the roads this holiday.........
much much love to each and every one of you!!!!!!!
Dee
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 09:13 pm |
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LOL, Dee. You got it all right, sister!
Yeah. Everyone thought I was possessed. Dang it. I had to undergo exorcisms for that, thanks to my family.
I think I am very ready for 2012. What people also do not realize is that we are also the crystal children these books have been telling about, you know. *wink*
Nirvana. Heaven. Here. Now. I.
2012 is Now.
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 09:44 pm |
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well......all I can say is I'm looking forward to it all......it certainly gives us something to look forward 'to'....
You need to not let people do these things to you....they need to leave you alone hon!!!!!!
crystal kids....what is the other one? don't know why I can never remember it?
Dee
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atomic33
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 09:50 pm |
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Its indigo children hun
Dont know if youve ead this or not Faye but its really good If you havent you will be suprised at the content in here.
Defo not all born are crystal children / indigo children I found this quite good.
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 09:56 pm |
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This is also a great book it tells you all about old souls Elementals , walk ins Earth Angels , etc.... and there is a questionaire to tell you what u r
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 10:33 pm |
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Oh cool!
Thanks Emma!
I found some really good websites on indigos and crystal children too.
Hope you feel better soon, Em! We're all here for you! Hugs!
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 11:28 pm |
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INDIGO........thanks Em....couldn't remember that name.....my niece is indigo...she's unreal!!!!!
could sit and listen to her talk for hours...the things that come out of her head are just awesome.
can't wait to see how she grows and changes in the next few years......she's only 8 now..but can you imagine?
You ill Emma? sorry hon didn't know........
the thing about walk ins etc....that really blew me away reading about that way back like 25 years or more ago.......back then I was in such 'awe' of that and out of body stuff........couldn't get enough of that sort of thing!
sending reiki ? prayers? ok?
love Dee
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Posted: Fri Aug 29th, 2008 11:38 pm |
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| Hi Dee and Faye Thanks I will PM u guys its along story will do it tomorrow night as it will be a long one its been a testing week all told xxxxxxxxxxxx
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Posted: Sat Aug 30th, 2008 07:45 pm |
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Hey Dee...its always nice to hear your opinion....thankx for sharing...
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Posted: Sat Aug 30th, 2008 08:01 pm |
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Faye...you have to LEARN to think different and to accept.... things for you will never be boring/same...every day/night is a new challenge/adventure.... you are doing great!! Don't get overwhelmed and burden yourself... you need to train your mind to think different... e.g. your mother will always be the way she is...you need to find a way to live with it or find a way to change it/view it from a different prospective. Don't ask her the same things over and over again...nor tell her the same things... besides being difficult your mom comes from a different generation and she handles issues the way she learnt/was taught to by her mother/family... think about her as if she didn't get a chance to choose/discuss what she felt/went through...in our age we have Internet and free minded people who we can talk to/with (sometimes without disclosing who we are) without objections and fears.... in this forum we are all blessed to have such great support and family (that's what I feel about you'll).
Sorry if I'm going out of point here but I feel that you are unconsciously bring on unseen burdens on yourself... you are blessed! Loved! cared! don't let your subconscious fool you in thinking otherwise... the power lies within you... keep it positive...
What I'm trying to say is ..... sometimes just let yourself loose and flow with the tide.... get out and have fun... life is special and at times too short... SMILE MY DEAR AND SHINE!!
Love & Light,
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Posted: Sat Aug 30th, 2008 08:43 pm |
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By the way Lavender........how are you!!!!!!
don't get to talk with you much lately...hope all is well....kids...home?
I'm back to work on Wednesday.......first day of school for the kids in this town......Boston started last week......so, summer vacation is gone........oh well.....June will come....summer came and went really fast....are your kids in school?
good words to Faye....hang in there Faye......things will get better.....like Lavender says...go with the flow....my guides and angels have shown me to just not get crazy trying to figure things out so much....just go with the flow and things will be put before me when the time is right....we are always so eager to 'move'...that we forget it doesn't have to be so hard. God doesn't work that way.....everything goes with ease...calm...peace....flow......
just enjoy life and let things fall where they may...His Divine Timing will take care of the rest.
love DeeLast edited on Sat Aug 30th, 2008 08:44 pm by dee
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Posted: Sat Aug 30th, 2008 08:56 pm |
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Hey Dee... I didn't realise it has been a while .... Yes! my kids did start school... my son is in 2nd grade and my daughter is in Pre-K. I have to drive 2 different directions each day to drop them to school... The great thing is I get 3 hrs 'kids free'!! But I don't know what to do with myself... by the time I get home after dropping my girl to school its time to go pick her up...
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Posted: Sat Aug 30th, 2008 09:02 pm |
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Oh Dee and Caroline!
You know how we sometimes get so impatient! *sneaks behind the couch* I always have to remind myself that indeed, everything is in Divine Order.
Mom went back home to Manila last night. Now, I have a bit more space to myself! (YEY!) Also, I email my dad more now. We talked about spirituality and what I went through when I was put in the ward. He said he regrets that he wasn't able to bring us closer to God, and I told him he shouldn't regret it because each of us have our own spiritual path to walk. When I finally told him how I felt about worrying too much about me, I felt the gates have opened for us. I said I trust myself that I'd be fine here on my own, that they need to believe in that too. And he says he does. I said I'm going ahead and learn how to use my gifts, and that I was born to do so. There is nothing to fear anymore. So that's a big breakthrough for me and my family.
But yeah, I do get caught up in a lot of things, trying to figure out everything... Always asking why, why, why... The Truth Seeker in me is pretty hard to calm down. NamastePaul's always on the lookout for me, thank goodness... Reminds me to "just be."
I wish I'd be as calm and soothing as Big Sister Soraya. Can you just feel her amazing peaceful vibration whenever she's online? Sigh!
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Posted: Sun Aug 31st, 2008 02:49 am |
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I love what you wrote Faye!! 
And I'm so glad that you overcame your fears!! You are a very strong!! I wanted to tell you that some of the things that you've posted last week or so...are experiences that I've had too...prob not the ward...but I do feel you how it feels about the fear part and stuff...and I'm learning the same things...I gotta slow it down I was driving myself crazy!!! Let it flow and don't try to control that's one of the cards I was getting all the time....I'm sooo controling!! lol....
Good luck with you spiritual journey Faye...!!
Love and Blessings,
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Posted: Sun Aug 31st, 2008 12:51 pm |
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well put cutie............keep on going with the flow.......it will all come with great ease....
blessings hon...Dee
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