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Posted: Sun Dec 7th, 2008 09:47 am |
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I started this thread for Faye.
I don't pretend to know much, only bits I have read, some I have discussed with others and some I just know.
My knowledge is limited, so I am hoping others will come and join in too.
My thoughts are.
We starseeds volunteered to be born here, on Earth to help others ascend.
We are no better than others, we just have the capabilities to do this.
And depending on the planet we come from denotes our character.
We help in various ways.
Myself, I take on the bereavement of ones who have lost loved ones. Those who cannot take it all themselves.
And some who are not strong mentally and are going thru a bad patch, like a dark night of soul, I accept some of the darkness to help them thru it.
I used to want to 'go home' so badly too Faye, but since I learnt why I am here, I feel better, knowing that when my life here is over, I will be going home.
You see, we chose to be here.
I cannot help you find your home. But I will ask around to see if anyone can.
A book I have was helpful to me.
Doreen Virtues Earth Angels.
Love mia xx
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Posted: Mon Dec 8th, 2008 02:31 am |
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Mia...
Just reading your post really make me cry. I landed on one of Doreen's book one time... I've been told all throughout the summer after my reawakening that I was a starseed and of the angelic realms as well. But I didn't really understand everything.
Everytime I read something about "volunteering" I start feeling this pain. That's what happened when I opened Doreen's book and landed on a section called "Wise Ones". I never even finished the page. I put it back on the shelf not understanding why I couldn't even bare looking at it.
Everyone seems to have given labels for us... Indigos, star children, star elders, crystals, reincarnated angels, earth angels, humanity criers, humanity helpers, volunteers...
I don't care anymore! 'Cause all it ever does to me is make me want to go somewhere else other than this place. When everything feels so painful, and you don't even know where the pain is coming from... Nothing else matters except healing yourself from that pain.
Sometimes I look at the moon and the sun and the stars and I ask Them if I'm doing a good job here, just keeping myself alive. And sometimes though, I'd wish I'm already back there with Them. Wherever They are.
I shake my head now... Why did I ever choose to be here? LOL. What the hell was I thinking?!
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Posted: Mon Dec 8th, 2008 08:44 am |
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Faye (((hugs)))
I felt the same, exactly the same, a year ago.
And I agree about labels too, cos we are all here for the same thing, to help one another with the gifts we have been given.
You will get through these feelings.
Take one day at a time, be the best you can be, whether it's work, school, or whatever.
This is your home for the present, you gotta make the most of it.lol.
We are all in this together 
Love mia xx
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Posted: Wed Dec 10th, 2008 01:24 am |
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Just a question...
Do you ever talk to the moon or stars or sun? LOL. I find myself doing this more often now. It feels comforting sometimes, just knowing they do hear you.
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Posted: Wed Dec 10th, 2008 07:36 am |
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No Faye, I don't.
But I can sit forever, watching clouds in the daytime (I can tell if it's a normal cloud or one hiding a starship)
And night time, I look at the moon and stars and dream.
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Posted: Fri Dec 12th, 2008 06:05 pm |
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How did you know you were from Arcturus?
I wanna know my home planet/star too!!!
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Posted: Fri Dec 12th, 2008 07:46 pm |
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3years ago, I opened a mail, sent to me by a friend.
I was about Arcturians.
I had never heard of them, never heard of starseeds/people either!
Didn't know what the Galactic Federation was.
I knew nothing of outside our little planet Earth.
But, as I read about Arcturus and it's inhabitants, it was like reading about a missing family member.
I wanted to be there so badly, I would have done anything to get there.
I knew I belonged there, but was so very confused, how could I belong there?
Why feel this way?
I mailed my friend, told her how I felt (this friend was my mentor, she was one who kept me sane as I awakened).
She mailed me back, we talked and came to the conclusion I was from Arcturus.
It all fitted, all she explained, everything.
Faye, do you have any idea of where you are from, any clues?
We could google the clues?
Or ask your pendulum.
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Posted: Fri Dec 12th, 2008 10:27 pm |
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Pendulum?
I have no clues at all! Except when I was at the height of my "illness" 3 years ago (2005) - lol, see any similarity? - I started screaming I had other families who don't live on Earth, and really told my family they're not my family. I was a nut case... So, hello mental ward! LOL.
I've always been surrounded by children and kids though, everywhere I go! I would always find myself taking care of them. I don't know if that is a clue.
I only know I really am not from here... And after receiving the vision of angels, archangels and God's palm (I was sitting on it) when I turned 17, I also knew I spent time at the angelic realms.
I was told my being institutionalized had accelerated my path in my spiritual journey. Still, I felt I suffered regression afterwards and only created so much fear of having "gifts." Although now all I ever want to do is leave this place, I do appreciate the fact that I came back to this planet to experience this lifetime.
I would want to know, I really do!!!, where I came from. I don't have a pendulum... What is that? Also, how do you google clues? I mean, I already am familiar with many of the Galactic Federation stuff, including the Sirians and Pleadians and how humanity played a part in the earlier ascensions as well. I was Lemurian before... but even my memory of that previous lifetime has been blocked. All I know is that I had an old teacher, an old man with a long white beard, much like how we picture Merlin in the Now.
It's 12/12 today... Energy shift... And I am totally "off my orbits." I think my soul is not done processing what needs to be processed yet. The ascension symptoms seem to be taking a lot out of me, but I am grateful for the chance to shed off the cloaks, weight and old ties.
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Posted: Sat Dec 13th, 2008 10:46 am |
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All I know is that I had an old teacher, an old man with a long white beard, much like how we picture Merlin in the Now.
Lol Faye, Merlin was the first guide I ever met. I met him during my reiki 1 attunement.
He had long straggly greasy, dirty hair and beard and his feet were filthy as was his garment. His eyes were piercing, staring, like he was reading you all the time.
I wasn't quick enough for him and he got really frustrated with me. lol
You said reading about wise ones upset you.
The wise ones were persecuted, burnt, drowned, buried alive. Could that be why you couldn't read about them? memories? Maybe you were a wise one once too.
I was told my being institutionalized had accelerated my path in my spiritual journey
I agree with that. Any way you have to completely let go accelerates the path.
Googling clues.
Does any of the planets mean something to you, do any sound /feel familiar?
Do you have any thoughts on what your family may look like, tall, skinny, short, humanoid or animal like, reptilian, fish, blue skinned, ...........
Here are some links (I hope they are allowed)
http://www.paoweb.com/index.html
http://www.awakeningstarseeds.com/forum/
They may help, if not, we can keep trying.
I am going to post about Arcturians It may jog your memory 
I had a good day yesterday, 12.12, very productive 
Love mia xx
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 03:21 am |
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Yes. I do believe I was a wise one in several previous lifetimes here on Earth.
Everytime I would read a description about other star beings, I would always be reminded of the color BLUE. It feels like I might have been from the blue beings, very tall and slender... and like Arcturians, we communicate telepathically too. Also, I've read the Arcturians and their mission here on Earth, it does feel like we're working on the same things, even the part about being around children and protecting this planet from galactic wars. Point taken, humans are really a very young race. I guess that is why even before I reached my teenage years, I've already known I was an old soul.
Do you know any planet/star or starship with blue beings? I've seen a starship last October and saw two blue angelic like creatures go down from it. It was one of the most spectacular scenes I have been given this year during my reawakening.
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 07:19 am |
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Aha! Yes I have heard of blue beings *huge smile*
I shall google 'blue aliens' and keep trying til I find something 
Looks like you have found your race 
If what you read resonates with you.
Love mia xx
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 07:36 am |
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Several stories mention humanoid alien races with a blue skin. These usually refer to Andromedans. The Andromedans were the "blue race" that landed in Florida in 1954, trying to pursuade the US Government not to work with the greys, but instead to join forces with "The Orbin". Their advice was sadly ignored.
The Hopi Indians also talk about a race of blue skinned Star Warriors. There are several indications that lead us to believe these Star Warriors are the same Andromedans.
The Sirius system is known, too, to be inhabited by a race that has a pale skin that approaches blue.
Some dark-skinned Vegan races have a hint of a blue hue in their skin.
Alex Collier mentions some Lyrans with blue skin, as well. (Nobody else does. Vegans maybe?)
There also are several stories that involve a race of reptilian blue greys. These would be one of the races that have a permanent presence on Earth, in US military bases.
Last but not least, there also are stories about a subterranean race of Earth Humans. Chuck Roberts: "A race of peaceable humans some 7-8 ft. tall, with pale-blue skin and large 'wrap-around' eyes which are extremely sensitive to light. These people may, according to some accounts, be allied to the 'Nordics' and/or 'Blonds'. They claim to be descendants of Noah who traveled to the Western Hemisphere a few centuries after the deluge and discovered ancient antediluvian cavern systems and technologies which had been abandoned in the subterranean recesses. They have been encountered mostly in deep cavern-systems beneath the general region of the Ozarks-Arkansas and surrounding regions (Evadamic)." Other sources tell of encounters with this same race in the Southern States of the USA.
This topic was copied from the HyperBase and is likely to be revised.
Copyright © 2008 Exopaedia
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 07:36 am |
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If in meditation, you remember your skin being blue in a previous
lifetime, you might be a Sirian star seed. This is from Sirius in
answer to a question I had put to them concerning star seeds.
Sirian star seeds are a favorite topic of ours since they are the
brave volunteers who are assisting us. We have a special connection
to them as their energies are compatible with ours as they went
through our portals mostly from other empires of spiritual enterprise.
We placed a call a millennium ago and have called our faithful
followers again and they have come for this round of activity. We are
able to follow them as they are akin to a homing device and we can
track signals through their thoughts as there is a stillness of
thought between us.
While there are great energies pouring to Earth at this time that have
been monitored through our portals to yours, the height of these
energies have not begun to pass through Earth's transformers so to
speak. We mean that the height of the energies is to come this year
and the next.
We are always willing to expound upon your information, but it is too
early to give you the results of these communications. While the
energies have become entangled in some negative energy put forth by
the dark forces, we continue to pump them through to Earth.
Some have been able to absorb what we send, but the vast majority of
Earth people have not as they are still connected to fear and
repression to their systems of what comes to them through TV and
newspapers. In other words, there must be love and surrender to God
as stated in Pope John Paul's message for compassion and spiritual
knowledge to filter into the hearts and hopes of humanity.
We know that will come as the year moves forward. We will tell you
more as we see results. The star seeds know and understand as we know
that they will help us to accept and integrate spiritual knowledge.
The real test is to bring others into the fold.
We don't have an answer yet as far as the masses are concerned. That
is all for now.
to be continued.
Carolyn Evers
Just Channelings
groups.yahoo.com/group/justchannelings
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 05:08 pm |
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And more .......
I found this elsewhere and found it really interesting!
http://www.exopaedia.org/
In Sacred Journey to Atlantis, Starseeds are described ad "Souls from other planets, star systems or universes, who answered a call for assistance and agreed to come to Earth to help with the healing and transformation of this planet. Individuals in embodiment who are presently working with the Ascended Masters and the Galactic Command to help fulfill the divine plan of bringing peace, harmony and love to Earth."
A lot of people here on Earth, have an almost melancholic yearning for the stars. They know that Earth is not really their home, and that they must have come here from another planet or star system. Sometimes they even have "memories" of other star systems and of using alien tools and of interacting with other species. Brad Steiger was the first to seriously investigate this phenomenon, and refers to these people as the starborn. Since then, different authors have also introduced other names like Starseeds and Star Children. Some of these authors make distinctions between various types of Starseeds, and will assign different names to these different types.
Starseeds come from a wide selection of star systems. Quite a lot of Starseeds, probably the majority, come from other worlds in our galactic neighbourhood and are members of the same galactic family of humanoid races as Earth humans are. They come from the constellations of Lyra and the Pleiades, or from Sirius, Orion, Andromeda, or Arcturus. Others come from other worlds with humanoid inhabitants that are farther away, sometimes even in other galaxies. There also are souls on earth who have had many lifetimes as Greys. Then there is a minority of souls that are even more courageous, and that have had mainly lifetimes as reptilians, yet want to experience life in human shape now. Last but not least, there are plenty of souls here on Earth today that originally come from non-physical realms. Most of them had to come through Antares or Arcturus to adapt to physicality. For many of them, this is their first lifetime in a body. They are highly sensitive, highly intellectual, usually highly empathic, withdrawn and reserved.
Virtually all of these Starseeds have a very strong sense of purpose, even though not all of them have actually remembered yet what their individual purpose is. Those who do remember, will tell you that they answered a call for assistance and agreed to come to Earth to help with the healing and transformation of this planet; or to help fulfil the divine plan of bringing peace, harmony and love to Earth. They have come to aid us in our process of transcending duality and ascending into higher dimensional realities and levels of awareness.
Only a small minority of Starseeds seems to have been able to actively recall their galactic ancestry and knowledge. Most of them are still in the process of remembering, and probably a majority of those are even now only in the early stages. It is not unusual for them to still be looking for their planet of origin. (Provide there isonly one planet of origin, for them. Often there are more). Then there are those who are still in the dark. They feel something is stirring, but unfortunately they are often afraid of being ridiculed. Even worse, if confronted with an incredulous environment they start believing that something must be wrong with them, and that either they must be going crazy, or they are just making it up. So they try to suppress it, often with catastrophic results for their well-being. Then they realise that suppressing or denying does not give any answers.
Unfortunately, this often involves some dramatic and unpleasant event. The end of the denial of their galactic heritage usually means the end of their suffering, too, as a new, joyful and exciting path of remembrance unfolds. Those in charge of the bigger plan knew that Starseeds coming to Earth go through a phase of total forgetfulness. In order to trigger their memories, all kinds of wake-up mechanisms for Starseeds have been provided. They may start seeing 11:11, or 12:12 everywhere. Or they may have encounters with aliens, either in a physical reality, in meditation or in dreams. Sometimes inexplicable "memories of the future" will pop up, where they seem to remember using tools that aren't available here yet. Some may have Near Death Experiences, or other experiences that will shatter a paradigm that was rooted in denial, forgetfulness and disbelief. As more and more Starseeds are starting to remember, they will assist other Starseeds in their process of reminiscence, and start providing extra tools to do so.
Delphor is one of the ascended masters who helps starseeds adapt to terran conditions.
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 10:48 pm |
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well, I know I was at Atlantis... I remember it......and I know about the wake up call with the numbers,,,,,but I don't think I'm a starseed.....I know I haven't met any aliens....and actually the thought doesn't thrill me......at all........but, we shall see right.........LOL
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Posted: Sun Dec 14th, 2008 10:52 pm |
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dee, have you done the Doreen Virtue quiz?
I'll se if I can find it in a mo.
Love mia xx
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Posted: Wed Dec 24th, 2008 01:57 pm |
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@faye
it gets better after a while, but never truly goes away...
a while ago, some time before I was directed to this site, I suffered a serious bout of detachment from, well, pretty much everything. At that time, I didn't even know what a star child was, much less why I wanted to get away from everything related to this planet. It got so bad that I even considered suicide.
What kept me through it, however, was the notion that selfishly ending my life would cause more pain to not only me, but my family, my friends, my family's family, my family's friends, their friends...and so on...so I decided to stay, if not for myself, then for everyone else.
I've been doing pretty well, haven't gotten too homesick... 
But reading some of the exopaedia articles brought some of the memories back...it still hurts...my head feels like an anvil...
anyway, best wishes to you, faye. try not to get too caught up in getting home; there's a reason we all came here, we all just need some time to remember...some more than others.
later
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Posted: Wed Dec 24th, 2008 06:49 pm |
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Jordan, thank you! It's odd how it happened to me. I was guided to this site before my reawakening. I guess Great Spirit already knew I would need all the help I could get once I travel down the road of self-rediscovery. It has been an amazing and sometimes bizarre journey so far and yes, it still is painful sometimes. But I'm keeping it together.
Suicide is not an option for me as well. I don't think i'd want to go back here to relearn the lessons again if I do that! No, no, no! LOL.
Mia, thank you too for taking the time to share all these wonderful articles to us! You are indeed a wayshower!
LOL Dee! I might have reincarnated as an Atlantean after my Lemurian heritage. But I'm more Lemurian than Atlantean. And seeing aliens would be cool. But I prefer to see the humanoids (close to our physical forms) and not the ones like in Predator and Alien movies! Although seeing Ewoks and Yoda and Chewbacca would be awesome. Aren't they aliens? HeHeHe!
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you guys rock! I cant wait to read your stuff.
I am fluid right now, and having trouble 'landing'. I have been alone for awhile. I dont know what i call myself, its crazy tho. I know many Stars, and rainbows. met many aliens and changlings too. vampires and wolves. I was once in a pack of them. I think I still am. just a term 'wolves' that describes the pach mind, of alpha and omega creation, and vanity too. i have been in many givernment agencies too, and was schooled, and taught them, much about the stars. the Sun, and the moon, and the blackhole. i have so much to share, but i dont need to, because my awareness mirrors out what i know, into the world i am present in. it was a gift i recieved because my intent was to share quickly, and move humanity faster than light. thank you for this forum! it is beautiful. in one place i was in, there was no beauty, only pain and sadness, violence and greed. i weep. in tht place a higher being told me i had to go there, to learn and to move them from that position, into a much better one. i wont talk about it tho, because it was difficult, and in that place they were in that place, and was difficult to move. i have since learnt how to reincarnate myself and otehr more easily, which is a mean of healing i use, to create new skin for skin cancer, and new bodies for spirit ether transference. babble i know. words, the speed of sound, is slow, since the impulses are direct and right there, all aorund.
does anyone here know of digitalbooks? and dream libraries? thats my favorite right now, and movies too.
its hard for me to believe i have not made this place, or that this place was not made for me by my angels, or my spiritual projecters. it is 'paradoxing' to align to a place so directly, hard to believe, seeing forward. so... i dunno.. exact.
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Posted: Sun Jan 11th, 2009 08:12 pm |
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| Welcome Moonbeamz! Very happy you have joined us. Yes, this place is quite a place indeed! We not only share our challenges but also our celebrations in life! And the members are hilarious! WAit 'til one of us starts a funny thread, everyone follows!
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