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Posted: Fri Mar 19th, 2010 09:00 pm |
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| I have returned to the website to announce that i would like my posts removed from public view. I dont know what i experienced, but it quit. I am now returning to how i was before my experiences happened. I dont know what happened, but all i know is some stuff was real, and other stuff was probably from a psychotic dis-order. I cant tell the difference between the two during the time my experiences began. So i am dismissing it all, i dont care what some invisible force told me, but i plan on living my life to the fullest, and pulling out of my depression. To all of you, you dont need to be an angel to help people, so if what i was told is true or not, i dont care. I know ill help people one day, but for now its about getting back on track, and trying my best to get all this spiritual stuff out of my head (even though it seems impossible). Good luck everyone. This will be my last msg.
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Posted: Sat Mar 20th, 2010 12:27 pm |
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Falcien,
Part of one's spiritual journey, whether we choose to or not, is to become disoriented, 'blabbing' and just downright not making sense at all.
Believe me, I have been there and you wouldn't want to know where I ended up because mine was so severe I needed to be tied up on the bed screaming for Yeshua to rescue me.
Do I still believe of the things I have seen or heard or felt? Very much, YES!
It is both an excruciating and exhilarating experience to come to the realization that all and everything (including smallest and shortest memories you have) you experienced are nothing but 'hallucinations' or 'caused by a psychotic episode' or 'craziness'... And then realize once again that they are not. They are real... But only as real as you would allow them to. It is a choice. Your choice on how you will live your life - as you are doing now.
You would learn how fragile and strong you are as a human, and you would learn that there is life after your experiences... And whether or not they are true, you move on... You stay grounded. You would now have to forgive yourself most of all because you would go through that process of really knowing yourself, and sometimes you would come across things and memories that you'd rather forget and wish they never happened.
It's all part of the process, Falcien. Embracing that side of yourself that you cannot accept... It is time.
Only then will you come to understand why you had to go through this... And when you've come to that understanding (I call it my 'Nirvana/Buddha' moment), then that is the time you'd start living your life.
Humans are inherently good, even if that is impossible to believe with all the bad things happening in this world. That is why I still and maintain my belief that all of us are angels who passed through the veil of memories. Why? Because we chose to for reasons only our souls would remember. That is why it is good to ground yourself and meditate - to commune with your soul, to remember.
If you feel the need to move on from this forum, then we celebrate your growth and honor you, and thank you for sharing a part of your spiritual journey with us. But if you stay, then it is our pleasure to welcome you again, and hope to learn more from you and vice-versa.
Namaste, dearest Brother of the Sun, Moon and Stars! You are journeying home.
FayeLast edited on Sat Mar 20th, 2010 12:30 pm by Faye
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Posted: Tue Mar 23rd, 2010 06:39 pm |
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I've read more than one post on this forum where folks claim to be angels. I sure am not. OKOK stop all of the laughter. But seriously, I have read that Angels are one thing and humans are another. I have read that we all have been or will be "Spirit Guides" which is close but not the same thing as being an Angel.
Faye, if you say you are an Angel I believe it. Tell me more.
falcien, if you visit the site and don't post let me just say that I can relate to having feelings that sway from one position to another. On the one hand I am 110% SURE of things and then on other days I have doubts.
Like I said, I am human male. OH one thing I did on the census was to declare my race as HUMAN. YUP at the very bottom of this long list was a catagory for "other". I filled in the boxes with HUMAN. The sooner we all see the similarities we have instead of the differences the better we all will be. GOD loves us as we are. DUH he made us how could he not. Of course I use the word HE. But God has no gender.
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Posted: Mon Mar 29th, 2010 06:25 am |
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| I am as Human as you are Poppa Paul. I am an angel for people who see I that I am. Makes lots of sense, doesn't it? *wink*
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Posted: Fri May 7th, 2010 10:12 am |
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| Well thanks, i havent been on this site anymore, and i have chosen to ignore that stuff.. I have 2 months of memories msisign from my head, and hardly rememebr anythign now from these experiences, and when i read some of the stuff i wrote on thsi forum, on notepads, on my computer.. I tell myself "What happened" but honestly.. I feel good forgetting it. What happened was obviously too traumatic and my brain surpessed it... So now i dont practice any psychic abilities, and i stay off these sites.... Im only here right now because i can handle reading this stuff without freaking out, or havign flashbacks of what happened that make me sit on my bed, and twitch... So im i nthe healing process, and im allmsot as normal as i was before this happened,normal is good, and if your definition of normal is awakening your angelic side if your an icnarnated angel then ok thats fine, but my definition of normal is living my life without all this...
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Posted: Fri May 7th, 2010 03:12 pm |
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The journey to the path of healing brings you to the lowest and highest points of your life, so that you may understand how wonderful it is to be where you are now.
Welcome back home, Falcien. Here on Earth living a "normal" life and just being you is the best part after all the things you went through.
Let us know how your healing process goes, if you are able and open to it. Perhaps you can be of assistance the next time someone comes in and goes through similar things. 
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Posted: Wed Jun 16th, 2010 02:30 pm |
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| Ill try... Im just being me now... My old neutral self... Some positive, some negative... Not completely pure, or completely dark... No more psychosis, unless im talking here lol j/k... Ive actualy been myself for a while until what happened in my black wings post happened, but now its like spilling a glass of milk, and isnt really a big deal... Im still practicing psychic techniques, but i dont let anyone know unless they are someone im practicing with...
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Posted: Sat Jun 26th, 2010 10:56 am |
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That's absolutely fine Falcien - do whatever you need to do. It's so important to listen to our inner selves.
I went through the same thing ten years ago that you seem to be experiencing right now as I needed a break but eventually I came back to spirituality. You may do the same or you may stay away your entire life - either way it'll be for your highest good because only you know what is right for you at any given time. Follow your intuition - the spiritual side is only ever there as a guide anyway. The ultimate choice is up to you
Go forth on your path!  xx
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