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Posted: Wed Jul 9th, 2008 11:33 pm |
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My name is Ariel Dove. After reading some other peoples messages, my story may seem very insignificant.
I haven't lost anyone to death, but I feel as though I may as well have.
I have loved from the depths of my soul this particular person and it turns out, as the Magician that he is, he has many others who love him deeply, perhaps more so than me. But for myself I have been true in this love and very real. I only expected honesty, that's all I ever really asked of him.
I'm not completely naive, but I can't stop thinking that I want to see him and work out the things that were left hanging. Maybe not to get us back together but at least to heal the pain and suffering that has created such an open wound in my heart.
I'm asking to have special mercy from the angels to guide our paths to come together once again in such a way that the truth can be expressed and love can be shared fully. Please don't let him think I am crazy or to be angry with me. I am so shattered and at a loss. I have never felt such an anguish or pain befoer in my life and I really need to see him or hear from him in some way.
Perhaps this is not the proper forum for me to be writing, but it beats trying to reach him through people who don't want to be bothered or do not have the compassion or understanding. Which by the way is really funny to me cause these people are Hare Krishna People and the whole movement is based on Krishna's Love. So it's really a mind blower.
Am I crazy to want to believe that loving this person and sending him healing energy is wrong because we are no longer together. Just because we are no longer together I still feel his presence and I feel a communication that takes place despite my pain and anger; and love is still stronger.
What to do?
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 12:07 am |
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Your healing has already taken place as you wrote this post (oh, the time - you posted it 3:33pm PDT).
My dearest sister Ariel Dove,
I, myself, am going through a painful separation from the man I love. It has only been weeks since then, but I think I have already come a long way.
It is very difficult when we are torn - sometimes, even though the break up or separation was done with the two parties involved agreeing, the pain is still great after. We are left with questions of why and what went wrong. And regrets about things we should have said or done or things we shouldn't have said or done.
The angels have heard your prayers. Now let go. If you have asked for your paths to cross again, then they will cross if it was meant to cross again.
Now may not be the time for you to do so, for based on your writing alone, I could sense that there is still much to be settled within you before you face him again.
Heal yourself, without his company or aid. Only you can do so by trusting that whatever happened between the two of you was meant to happen. The reasons will come in later, and when that happens, you will smile to yourself and realize that you have come a long way.
I speak so for I am doing so... Healing myself without the man I love, without communicating with him (at least, not in such a way such as seeing him or calling him). When I am troubled and could not bear the pain, I call to the Archangels, knowing that they are always with me to assist me.
If the Hare Krishna People think it is unwise or unfitting for you to communicate with this man, respect them. Maybe you have been focusing so much on your pain and your need to be with him that you no longer see the greater picture. Your healing cannot be done by seeing him or talking to him again... At least, not now. I reiterate my statement to heal yourself on your own.
Sending him healing energy is never wrong. All the more that he needs it as much as you do. But for you to be able to do that, you would have to send healing energy for yourself first.
It is right of you to post and write and share about your situation. You were led to this site for a reason. Many of us here are gifted and will be more than happy to assist you. Already, I can sense that the Archangel Gabriel is working on you. Let his green light enter your heart and fill it with renewed love and appreciation for yourself.
The Archangel Gabriel, of whom I have the pleasure and honor of being counseled about becoming a messenger of God a couple of days ago, is very helpful and powerful when it comes to communication. Call on her and trust her. She will guide you to effectively communicate your Divine heart's desires.
Archangel Michael will clear the path of falsehoods and fears. If you are willing and sincerely would want to heal from this, call to him and ask for his guidance. Tell him all your fears and your pain, and ask him to take them all away, to cut them and destroy them with the help of God's light. Then let his mighty blue light fill your entire being.
It is painful. But know that you are not alone.
Surround yourself with happy people, and work on becoming a stronger person by overcoming this difficult trial you are facing now. Also, remember... Relationships are based on trust and honesty. If there are others in this man's list, I cannot see the reason why you even bother to open yourself up to another pain by seeing him. You deserve one that is only yours. If he was not honest with you right from the very beginning, my dear sister, then let go. Take pride in yourself because you have been able to love him despite his shortcomings. But no longer you should walk a path that leads to heartaches. You are God's child, and God's child deserve only the best.
I hope I was of any assistance to you. We are both blessed because we have been given the test of patience and true love. We have already passed it, Ariel Dove. Now it's time for us to rest and heal ourselves.
Do not be afraid to write and update us with your situation. The angels are more than happy to help you. They will always be there to guide you. Let go and trust the Divine.
And dry your tears. It's okay to cry for about 10 minutes a day. As one of my great friends here said, let the pain and anguish and hurt go to the Universe to heal. The Universe is good at doing that. But when you do so, thank the Universe and send all your love to it. Find comfort in remembering that the Sun always shines, but you are brighter than the Sun. Let the Universe see you shining by healing yourself.
You are loved by God, and you are loved by your angels.
Joy, my Love and God's blessings to you always!
Faye of the Flowers
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 12:35 am |
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| Thank you. In my heart I feel my friend came into my life to show me the healing gifts that come through me. My name sake is also an archangel, the lion head of God and very powerful. I will surrender to my angel and the love and light that wants to guide the real strength of who I am out to heal myself so I can help in the healing with others later on.
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 12:36 am |
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Would it be wrong to send a message to the other woman who has also felt the sting of loss from the same man we love? I'd like to let her know about this site somehow.
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Ariel Dove
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 12:39 am |
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| Ariel Dove sometimes things do not go as we think they should we get hurt or heartbroken if it is meant to be it will.... Sometimes it turns out to be a lesson in learning and we learn from it and become stronger from the hurt we bear.. Faye is very true to her words they are of great importance think of you first heal you and start from there let go of the hurt and any negativity and ask God and the angels for help they are waiting for you to ask.....We are here to help you any way we can.... Blessings dana
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 01:29 am |
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Ariel Dove,
There is nothing wrong in sending and sharing God's message to another. If you feel it would benefit her and she is open to the idea, do so.
I am very glad you have your Archangel with you/your name is of the Archangel's. Trust him/her and always surrender yourself to the Divine. God is always with you.
Already you are showing your strength with the words you have written after my reply. Keep doing so! You are on the right path to healing.
Dana is very helpful in my recovery. She, too, has been touched by God in so many ways. She is an inspiration to me. I learn so much from her as much as I learn from the others on this site.
Our family here is growing. Do not be afraid to invite others to join us. If their spiritual path requires them to be here, then they will be led by their own angels, or be given the confirmation they need by our own invitation.
You are strong and beautiful, my sister! Always keep that in mind and your heart.
Joy, my Love and God's blessings to you!
Faye of the Flowers
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 02:40 am |
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Dearest ArielDove
I urge you to go to this website.....AngelFocus.com
It will help you to call on the angel you feel you need. You and they can give you peace in your heart...and you will come to that peace...call yours to be with you and to help you with the pain...
we're all here for you...
Dee
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 03:50 pm |
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Okay Thanks, I just don't understand why I should stop communicating with the Hare Krishna people?
There's a whole big story that had taken place and a lot of wrong and deception on their part. I feel it's my place to say things, so why such a strong urge to not speak out?
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Posted: Thu Jul 10th, 2008 05:29 pm |
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My dearest Ariel Dove,
What is that you fear for being misunderstood? There are times when situations call for us to be silent and still.
Is that urge to stop communicating with the Hare Krishna strong for I have spoken of it, or is it strong because something inside of you feels that THAT is what you have to do?
Ask yourself what good it would do if you push for what you want to happen. Read your words: There's a whole big story that had taken place and a lot of wrong and deception ON THEIR PART. They will know their wrongs in time. You need not worry about them or about proving yourself right. If you are right, God knows you are right. Take comfort in that fact.
However, if you feel you have to continue speaking to them, then do what your heart tells you. Only you can decide for your own. Take note that I did not say you should stop communicating with them fully, but I did say you should untangle yourself from this man so you can heal yourself, until such a time your angels deem it proper for you to see him again.
Send healing energies to the Hare Krishna people too. But send it when you have sent healing energies for yourself. Take time out and breathe. The prayers and cries and pain you send out to God are not unheard, my dear sister. He listens.
Joy, my Love and God's blessings to you always!
Faye
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Posted: Tue Jul 22nd, 2008 01:36 am |
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Okay, I'm able to hear what you have said in a new light. I have decided to take care of myself. I am in a new situation, living with my aging parents, leaving one meditation/spiritual group where the "master" had revealed the holy word, light, nectar and I dove 100% into service, devotion, truth, love and rising the energies higher, only to find that he was literally screwing the men behind closed doors. The whole thing blew up in the last few years. Now, I am finally in the new home of my retired parents having been stranded at the Hare Krishna Temple, which is where I ended up after leaving the first group. So, I am going through major changes, hurts, healing and adjustments. I do see though that I have incredibly great parents. I realize they're older now and I need to be more here for them. IT CAN BE HARD at times, if you know what I mean. SO it is becoming more and more clearer to me that I need to just be here and forget all that stuff in the past. I am hoping to get a better job so I can better help out with my folks and to get my life on a better healthier healing path.
Thank you for you words and understanding.
I am also going to get my second degree Reiki certification soon and I hope to take that healing energy into the hospitals for people and also to work with ill/dying animals and grieving owners.
The strength of the Goddess of love is watching over me and I need to learn to protect myself from people who are not as honest as I would belief. This is definately a time to be alone. Yet, I do miss talking with people who understand the way that I see things in the world.
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Posted: Tue Jul 22nd, 2008 01:59 am |
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Bless you for caring for your parents. I'd like to say that they love you unconditionally but that would just be wishful thinking on my part. I can't imagine a parent being anything but totally in love with his or her child but I read the paper and it is not always true. I pray that it is in your case. I also pray that you benefit from this time with them.
I also am one who is easily fooled. Honest folk are gullible. It is a price I am willing to pay. I may be naive but I believe in being good.
As far as your male friend: I am reminded of a poem by Kahil Gibrahn (I am a terrible speller) from his book "The Prophet" It goes something like this. Love is like a butterfly. Chase after it and it will elude you. Be at peace and it will land on your shoulder.
I hope these words bring you peace. I feel that you are a very special person (we all are but some have more to learn than others). I feel certain that you see beauty in everyday things. Rain, warm sunshine, the smile of a child. Laughter. You fill in the blank. I think I like you a lot. Your inner beauty would be hard to miss.
One other thing. I read a nice thought. There is no way to confirm it that I know of but it says that there are five people in the world who love you that you are unaware of. That is a nice thought. You love this man and he aparently does not know it. However on the otherside of the coin is someone that loves you that you are not aware of.
namaste,
paul
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Posted: Tue Jul 22nd, 2008 02:12 am |
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Thank you for your words...... I thought I was getting a message from Faye and was surprised to see Paul at the end of the message.
In my heart I know that this man I speak of loves me. I also know that he is incapable of expressing it like me. I may see him in the future, but I am still going to move on.
It's nice to have gotten your note.
Namaste to you, It's been a long time since I've said that, Namaste.....
I think I'm going to begin writing a book about the things that I've gone through and learned from and continue to learn from.
Take care and perhaps we'll talk again.
Ariel
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Posted: Tue Jul 22nd, 2008 02:27 am |
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Ayho!
Very proud of you my dear sister!
Do write. It is one tool you could use in this time of healing.
My prayers are with you and your parents.
Much love,
Faye
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Posted: Tue Jul 22nd, 2008 09:13 pm |
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Hi,
Here is a book that will help you to deal with the reality of your situation. It will save you a lot of energy, time, pain and heartache pining over a guy and relationship that will "never be"
http://www.amazon.com/Hes-Just-That-Into-Understanding/dp/141694740X/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1216757296&sr=8-1
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/141694740X/ref=sib_dp_ptu#reader-link
It will help you to find the closure you need with your current situation so you can then attract an emotionally healthy man and healthy love relationship into your life.
Julie
Last edited on Tue Jul 22nd, 2008 09:15 pm by AriesAngel
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