Bright blessings to you Raylaj!
Many people fear death because they do not know what is going to happen. Simple terms: fear of the unknown. Perhaps you have already answered your question with your last statement.
Jesus doesn't mind if you call on a saint for help and healing. For all I know, he appreciates that you recognize God's other helpers and not just him. However, I think he would also appreciate it if you stop thinking that "strange stuff happens" when you pray directly to him. It might be your own ego trying to block off his wonderful and loving energy from coming to you.
Affirm that Jesus is helping and loving you completely. As manifested in your dream/nightmare that you were being challenged that you do not believe in Christ so is your reality that you are having a hard time calling or praying directly to him.
St. Jude has been one of my patron saints... And yet I am Christian-Methodist by baptism. Always remember that religion is but a veil to true spirituality.
Much love,
Faye
Last edited on Tue Sep 16th, 2008 09:12 am by Faye
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