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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 01:54 am |
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I had this dream a while back, but I feel complelled to talk about it now. I don't remember it perfectly, but essentially, I was in a squarish room, or at least that's how I percieved it. But the room had no floor or walls, it was instead all just alternating changing colored lights. It seemed all the lights in the room were streaming towards me. I was talking to someone in the dream, though I don't think I ever saw them, and I innately knew where I was.
I said, so, this is everything, and everywhen, the voice responded with a yes. The colors were truly beautiful, to say the least at best. Again, I cannot say for sure, but if I remember right, I talked about emotions and everythign that we feel, and about what is right to be on the side of light. About not getting angry at people for being ignorant, for it's nto their fault they don't know. For not thinking myself better or worse for being different, one way or another. About loving everything, and such. This dream was a logn time ago, so I may not be completely accurate in my description of it. But none the less, it was beautiful. I remember I was sad to wake up, haha.
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:23 am |
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wow Dominion
how cool was that. Sounds as if your guides or actually someone in a high ranking state was guiding you to some info and show you things....even though you don't remember all of it or more clearly doesn't mean you higher self didn't get all the info right?
I know we work on all sorts of things while we sleep...our higher self does...and so this may have been a piece of it that you did remember for a reason...and it sounds as if it gave you some peace...so, your higher self KNEW you needed to see/feel that peace...please remember to write these things down if you can....it really really helps later on.....we can all take a lesson on not getting angry or frustrated with others in regards to their 'ignorance'....we all are at different levels in our journey and the best thing we can do is share in hopes that someone out there may benefit from our experiences...anger only brings in more anger...as well does frustration....love truly is the only way....but it also has to be 'real'...real compassion...not just saying the words....when we come from a real place of love and it is sincere it comes back three fold...and just reverberates across the whole planet...see?
so, I'm glad you shared this....and I'm really glad to see some sense of peace come for you....they are letting you know not to worry....there's that faith and trust again....If you can learn to work with your guides on a daily basis? DO you?...if you can you will be amazed how much they will show and teach you.....they are always trying...it's easier if we work with them...it comes easier and is less confusing etc....always ask for a clear view of things....
cool dream....I love having cool dreams...they stay with me for days....and even now I will sometimes remember a dream which made me feel that good too....from years ago.
thanks....love Dee
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:34 am |
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I think I work with my guides on a daily basis. i'm not sure though. I think I channel entities from higher levels, but I just never really considered that. I've been doing it all my life. I heard pixie talk today and how she started, apparently it's very simialar to what I do. Basically it starts by using your imagination I think is what she said. I talk to myself all the time, haha. It's all just my mind sorting things out as I slowly become who I really am. Same for all of us.
I told a friend of mine some time ago, that we all, every one of us, already know everything there is to know. the answers are inside each and every one of us, as we are all one. The trick is to learn to listen to yourself. To leanr to tell the difference between your higher self, the positive polarized part of you that knows all, and your negative polarized self, the side where greed comes from. Choose a side and polarize fully to it. Everyone on this site is polarized positive, which is wonderful. But those polarized negative people do exist. I will go into more detail on this if anyone wants, it's all quite fun. Peace and love, me
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 04:43 am |
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Sigh Steffan! And you asked me to guide you in your spiritual path? LOL. I think you know by now you DO know all that there is to know. It's all in a matter of trusting YOUR SELF and YOUR HEART.
I hope all is well with you. By the sounds of it, I think I'm right for saying you are coming out of the cocoon yourself. Mighty glad you're joining the rest of the butterflies here.
Hugs to you, my dearest brother of the Sun! You are a sight to behold with your wings unfolded!
Joy, my Love, lots of laughter and God's blessings always!
Faye
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Posted: Fri Sep 19th, 2008 02:42 pm |
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Hi Dominion
I would love to hear more! I too have always believed we DO all know everything already...and like you said....it's a matter of digging ...and trusting what we receive as our higher selves try to bring us out of this squashed state we are in these days.....which is why I am so eager for this veil to be thinning...I am SO eager to 'remember' it all....I'm the one standing in my own way....but learning to discern the ego mind with the true spirit of me....the all knowing me...I'm still a work in progress....so please by all means share all you want.....I think that is one of the reasons you were sent to us in this forum?!!! I think you have always channeled entities from higher levels....ergo ...your discomfort in this world...you are blessed...and lets face it...until these past few years someone like you was thought of as 'psycho'...? know what I mean....that's just how people react...out of their own fear and ignorance...but, by being sent here you can blossom and be the perfect being you are.....and in the process teach us SO very much....see?
those polarized negative people DO exist...I've recently had to disconnect with someone who is SO negative and doesn't want to hear that she has an issue to be healed that I can only send prayers to her.....in fact things have gotten so bad with her I fear she may have manifested something that is even 'living' in her home now.....sorry to get distracted...but it's scary and I feel helpless ...wanting to help her but she refuses to even see it...even though she told me there is a certain area in her home that when she walks through it...it feels as if she is walking through something....like when we walk through water...the effect...the feeling of the water against your legs? am I making sense?
sorry....but,,,,like you say...the negative...If you can give me any instruction or clarity about this maybe I can help her from afar? I can't even go to her house.....the last two times I spent the night I had a bit of fear in my gut for some reason...so I just called on Michael...guides..Jesus etc...to surround me...put on my headphones and went to sleep.....I didn't feel unsafe...just uncomfortable.......I know when we seek our spiritual selves we are open to both love and the 'other' side of it......I pray and ground and protect even before meditation knowing it is needed or I'll be open to that negative force that is out there......so, I'm thinking she doesn't do that....but then she doesn't meditate either....but I feel she has manifested this 'thing' out of all of her anger and resentment she has against the world...she feels she's been the victim of all the forces out there and now I think she has brought all that negative into her life and even into her home. So, if you (or you too Soraya) know of anything I can do to protect her please let me know.......I now can only offer her prayers...she won't talk to me about this ..she thinks I'm 'attacking' her....see...this is what I am up against trying to help her......she says she doesn't need any......
so, now that I've been REALLY sidetracked...which by the way I think I was suppose to be....to put this out there for help...I do want to say agian...that I honestly believe Dominion that you are SO very special...and I honestly believe you were SENT to this place to teach us things....so, you up for the task? just share what you know and what you feel and see?
I hope so.........
much love Dee
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Posted: Sat Sep 20th, 2008 11:25 am |
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"I'm still a work in progress"... We all are at all times. You are always perfect <3
until these past few years someone like you was thought of as 'psycho'...? .. moreso just an outcast. Sadly I still have trouble finding good company.
polarized negative is not so much looking at the cup half empty. It really means choosing to believe that they are the only one that exists and everyone else is their own creation created to serve them. Essentially a polarized negative person is a giant parasite, and a polarized positive person is symbiotic. Loving themselves, and everyone around them. 
Strong emotion can exist in a house as an afterimage, which can sometimes be strong enough to effect the people that are around them. This is just a theory, but essentially one possibility of how this happens is when the emotions a person radiates are strong enough, the surrounding area they are in, the house itself, remembers these emotions at that time. Essentially recreating the person at the time those emotions are expressed. After all, all we can know is what we think and all we can experience is what we feel. A strong enough negative emotion, like sadness, can create a very stagnant energy in a room area.
I've only once progressed myself to see after images clearly. Essentially the way to heal them is the same way you heal anyone that is hurt, you comfort them and show them love. The images I helped this time were a young girl crying, and hiding, feeling completely at fault. I knew the woman this young girl turned into, so I was able to comfort the images with knowledge o the beautiful person that she will become. With knowledge that all she is going through, helps her to become this beautiful person. I assume if the emotions are negative, and hate is strong enough, the images could themselves be so filled with violence and hate that they may be difficult to heal. I like to think that healing is always possible, but I can't say this for sure.
As far as helping her is concerned, all you can ever do is offer love and comfort. Remember to always love yourself as well, which is extra important to do while on this plain. Do all you can to help without hurting yourself. Remember you are as important as those you help!! Offer love, knowledge, and hope. Do what she allows you to, but if she chooses to not be helped, that is her choice to make. Remember that , the whole free will thing. Even if their decisions seem wrong to us, it is their decision to make.
Thank you so much again for your kind words. I have been told a few times from a few separate sources that I am supposed to be a spiritual teacher which I am cool with. I love talking and sharing what I have learned. I also love to heal, it always helps make me feel useful. hehe. Anyway, thank you again for what you say, your words always warm my heart slightly, which is nice when surrounded so much by coldness. <3<3<3
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Posted: Sat Sep 20th, 2008 02:04 pm |
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thanks so much for helping me to understand more clearly ......this situation with this person is difficult in that she 'doesn't' see herself as needing anyone or any healing....she is so full of anger and resentment that she isn't seeing anything clearly....I do think she needs help and like you said...and I did too that all I can do is send my prayers and offer her love through them. In her eyes she is angry and feels she has a right to be....somehow throughout this journey these past few years where her and I have become reiki Masters she has 'lost' the whole reason behind the process. She seems to have forgotten what the whole journey and knowledge was about? I'm not sure I am saying things correctly....but she has put up a thick wall around herself and won't listen or hear anyone........My master/teacher says I shouldn't feel so bad about it...then often when we go through this 'opening to spirit' that relationships can sometimes separate ...even if only for a while.......I don't want to lose her...but at the same time I can't bring myself to even stay at that house....I don't feel comfortable and even feel sort of threatened in some way....I pray daily that she will come to see what is going on...she has alienated SO many people I almost feel as if I am deserting her...I don't want to.....but she doesn't want to hear anything....I can't say anything to her with out her starting to get loud and angry.....so, I figure I will have to send the prayers and love silently...and that is fine...I've also been told that her journey is her journey and her free will is at play here....she is choosing her path ...she is choosing her life....but I fear for her...I know our path is laid out before our birth...to an extent anyway until that 'free' will comes into play....I just hope there is a lesson going on here for her and she comes to see the light before too long.....Manifesting something like she has can't be good...but if she can even feel it and doesn't 'get it'...well.....that scares me too....I guess I just have to let it be....and trust God....and trust the process....I guess what really gets me is 'she knows better'...know what I mean.....she knows about love and she knows what anger can do....and how it can affect everything and people around her.....and I don't know why she can't see past her emotions? See how worked up I get? I think I'm really getting nervous for her......at first I felt resentment and anger towards her for hurting me the way she did ( what she did isn't important...and the fact that she did hurt me isn't even important anymore) I dealt with that and was angry at myself for even allowing those feelings to come about)...I know better...
now I'm babbling.....see how helpless I feel....and I guess I just can't understand why she got this way or went this route....
BUT.......I have to agree with those who feel you are suppose to be a teacher....I don't doubt that for a second.......You have SO much knowledge...and see so much......not many people have the ability or are quite like you ...I think sharing everything you know is very important to people out there....you have experienced so much that we haven't...and God gave that to you for a reason...why else would you agree to take on these abilities before coming into this life right? So teacher......class has started? sorry about the word 'psycho' ....poor choice of words.....I never would have thought of you as that... you've found 'good company' in this forum that's for sure!
thanks for your help Dominion...I so appreciate it ..........
Love Dee
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Posted: Mon Sep 22nd, 2008 05:30 am |
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Your situation with this girl is not fun, that's for sure. Unfortunately, I can relate all too well with you on this topic. I have a friend, well more of a love, that too seems to be venturing down the path of negative polarization, completely refusing to let herself love based on her previous pain endured and her fear of going through that pain again. She has hurt me more than anyone else ever has in my life, which says a lot. Regardless, I still do truly love her, but I am staying away from her as she asked. The situation between her and I is far far more complicated due to the romantic aspect involved, and in much fault due to my own inability to be just friends with her. (It hurts me too much when I see her with other men, even though I know she has no emotional attachment to them and is essentially just being with them in a sexual manner).
She at one point told me she was scared to death of me because she knew how happy I could make her. The wall she put up has been torn down once, but due to an unfortunate turn of events, (her inability to receive my text messages and me not knowing this for a month) the wall of ice was put back up. Unfortunately in these situations, we have to step back and let them make their own decisions. They may decide against what we would deem as the "correct" decision, but in truth, every decision is always the correct decision, even if we cannot see it at the time.
On a side note, she has hurt me more than anyone else ever has in my life, but due to this, she has also taught me more than anyone else has in my life. At the same time she is responsible for some of my greatest memories, as well as some of my worst. Regardless, if it is time for her to leave my life, than that is the way the universe wants it. If it is not time for it, than she will come back into it again. I am sorry for venturing off topic, but I do hope this story helps you some.
Thank you again for all you say to me. It always makes me so happy when I receive a kind word. 1 nice thing said can literally completely turn my day around . Today I took all of my blog (journal) entries online and reformatted them into a word document. Essentially, these entries trace my journey from minor intelligence to enlightenment. I am hoping to turn them into a book so that others going through similar experiences as me, can see that after downs come ups, and it all ends well. I am going to wait until I have some sort of stabilization in my life and entries before I do this, but if nothing else, I enjoy reading them... hehe. It's 71 pages so far, if you want to read what I have let me know and I will email it to you . It is still very rough, but none the less. Thank you again, with peace and love, for both you and your friend, me.
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