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Multisingularity
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Posted: Mon Sep 29th, 2008 12:30 am |
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I posted a while back about a dream I had where a demon like entity would not let me wake up. They would not let my vision change as I walked around. They scared me terribly in that dream and I was only woken up by an outside source knocking on my door.
Well i am writing because a few nights ago, I encountered this being again. The dream was very different this time though. The being still functioned by tricking my senses, creating an illusion and causing me to see what wasn't actually there. Well this time in the dream, I didn't simply get scared, but started to feel through the illusion. I started to be able to see through it slightly, but more importantly, I could feel through it. (Not with hands, but with heart). I took my contact juggling ball that I had, and slammed it down at a high speed against my bed (All of this happened while still dreaming). After I did this, I was attacked by a black misty like entity. It was kind of like a thick thick smoke that was all connected together and had a face. It said to me, very angrily, that was my good friend!! It then came to attack me, and I clawed it much the way a cat would. After this I woke up. I do not know much of what this means, or how it relates to this entity that has now haunted my dreams twice. I do not believe I fully defeated it, as it was mist and strong when it attacked me, but I do believe I injured it. If nothing else, I think this dream shows that it is losing it's power over me, as I start to feel through the illusion it creates.
Anyway, send me your thoughts. Love and light, me.
Last edited on Mon Sep 29th, 2008 10:35 pm by Multisingularity
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Posted: Tue Sep 30th, 2008 01:37 am |
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hello Multi, try to say the words " I LOVE YOU" next time you connect.
I say these words as, i was guided to do so in my dreamtime, when i was standing and suddenly towards me came scuttling a swarm of black scarabs i think they were, running up my body and beginning to devour me. I recall feeling of fear slowly coming over me, at same time a distant voice, called, beloved, remember you are divinly loved, guided and protected, i immediately, said to the clicking creatures I LOVE YOU, and as i was speaking they began to dissolve away with my words.
A WONDERFUL lesson understood and powerful too.
AT the time i was moving through a severe testing from Divine source,
i was to give love to all and no matter how badly treated love to be given unconditionally, so i understood with no doubt that Love taken into any situation has benefic effect shift of blessed energy.
6 months of systematic abuse, racially, harrassment and victimisation came from men, a most traumatic time endured,
but as with all tests before, reward followed my passing through successfully
THE power of love, truly amazing,
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Multisingularity
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Posted: Tue Sep 30th, 2008 02:16 am |
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That makes a lot of sense. It makes even more sense given that I recognized the face I saw in the black cloud. Probably a sign that I should show that particualar person more caring.... But at the same time, that doesn't make much sense since I show them plenty a lot of caring already? I don't know... I've been learning to show love to everyone as well recently, but at the same time, always remembering to show myself the same amount of love.
That last part is the hardest part of polarizing positive. Oftentimes, when one polarizes positive, they show all their love towards everyone, but forget to show that same love towards themselves. When one forgets that they are just as important as everyone else, they tend to run out of resources and neglect themselves. They let people take advantage of them and hurt them, simply by forgetting their own needs. This is a lesson I have been learning lately, and am still trying to balance.
Love is free and abundant... Give and show love to everyone.... However, love does not always mean giving someone everything, nor does it mean letting them take advantage of us. Love means just what it is, love. Care about them, talk to them, want them to be well in all ways... But at the same time, don't let them hurt us.
Peace and love to all  , me
PS. <3 Soraya
Last edited on Tue Sep 30th, 2008 02:17 am by Multisingularity
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Posted: Tue Sep 30th, 2008 04:35 am |
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nothing can harm you in your dreamtime, there is a situation needing facing and coming to a conclusion something that needs tying up loose ends, and it will repeat in your dreamtime untill resolved. enabling moving on and upwards with no prevention only new and fresh understanding for you.
try the words and see what comes. sometimes multi, there is no real need for thinking just doing and trusting.
lucid dreaming a natural way for you, unlike most others that have to work hard to connect to this place of such possibilites, creating with powerful thought energies.
perfect for your abilities, do you sleep on right side?
divine nose on right clear and easy breathing can help.
practise makes perfect let us know of your findings,
sweetdreams, SORAYA
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Posted: Wed Oct 1st, 2008 07:37 am |
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hehe, I find it funny you ask if I sleep on my right side. I have slept on my right side so much in my life, my neck developed a slight kink.. I have been fixing it lately.
I guess I have never had a true understanding of what a lucid dream is... I very frequently have dreams that feel real.
Last night, or more accurately this afternoon when I was napping, I had two very very real dreams. They were incredibly sad, but peaceful. Both of them pertained to figuring out life and it's questions as well as to my love life or what it was. In both dreams I cried a little bit, and they both existed just as real as life is, except time wasn't really of essence. Money existed in the dreams as well as purchasing, and budgeting. My heart was broken, and I was hurt. This sadness carried into when I woke up, and is still here now, though I don't fully know why. I feel it stems from my lonlyness, but I'm not really manifesting teh sadness with my thoughts, the feeling is just there. I just feel sad. No thoughts behind the feeling, just, it's there.
The dreams, despite their sad nature and my broken heart, were still wonderfully peaceful, and I did not really want to wake up. I kept questioning and finding answers to life and existence, like I tend to do... hehe.
In addition, I was watching some of Magenta Pixies videos tonight, and it's amazing what I saw. In her videos were two pictures that really struck me, as I have seen both of them before, at least to an extent. There was this one picture of two overlapping clear sphere where in their intersection exist 3 overlapping clear spheres, and a triangle. I have seen this image before, or better described, made this image before one night when talking with the moon. It was a while back, but I very clearly remember it.
The second image was one of two spirals connected and spiraling around eachother with two women on both sides sort of feeding the spirals? Well this one amazed me as well, because I drew this image myself about a week ago. Grant it, the two images weren't exactly the same, but similar enough tha when I showed my friends they were just as amazed as I was... hehe. Channeled energies I suppose?
I don't know.... I have a test tomorrow in one of my classes, but in truth, I just care so little about school anymore it's absurd. I haven't studied really at all for this test yet, but I am sure I will a little. I will probably manage to do OK, but it just seems so pointless. I want to be a healer/spiritual guide, so I don't know what much these classes are doing for me anyway. I still am finishing them, but blah.
BIG BIG changes are supposedly in our near near future. I am greatly looking foward to them. I just want to say this to everyone now, always trust our heart. If something doesn't seem right to you, it probably isn't.
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