I have always been the jealous type. I don't like when my husband talks to other women, and I don't like when he becomes friendly with women, even women who are in relationships. I have low esteem, he has never given me reason to doubt him in this department, yet I get myself all worked up. I have very little trust, it is the way I was raised, and part of it is guilt for coming between a husband and wife, I was the other woman, I am truly sorry for what I did but I still feel guilty. My husband is sick of being accused of things that only exist in my imagination. Please pray that I break this distructive pattern.
Jojo first I would like to welcome you to the forum.
You need to let the past go and move and trust if not it could come between you and your husband. You need to work on your self esteem? What would it take to make you have better self esteem? Remember your husband is with you and he loves you and you love him.
Blessings Dana