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healamber
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Posted: Wed Aug 31st, 2011 07:24 pm |
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Hey guys,
Long story short, I Allways thought ive been a lost soul, like i have no meaning.... or that some is out there for me I just cant get it? Im not sure who I am .. anyways......
I had a rough upbrining, u may be able to find a previous post from me in a traumatic time in my life not so long ago... I thought i found my path after being sent here, and with a lot of genuine nice people i managed to put that behind me... So anyways.. I have been trying to get my life together the last few years after being homeless and beaten by people, moving countries to escape families, being moved about..
I started college studying beauty therapy, i finished this june, which i was quiet surprizd i managed to finish the course, usualy something would of happened that ment i cant finish, family problems, or the course not accpeting me.
But i stuck through it, And i sucessfully completed the course, BUT im still waiting to hear on my results.. no not sure if i passed or not, but (good energy and vibrations im sending out) I WILL PASS. 
So i was working in pet shop for a long time, helping out, for no reason i get the sack, no warning just said dont come in tomorrow. So that left me with debts and put me an my bf under financial strain, No reason to try and fight back beacuse it was only cash in hand work.
I was left in the blue for about 4 months, then, to my amazement, got a job in a real beauty salon, now that for me... was.. just... im one of those girls, Im some one with a career that i worked hard at college for.. I started there, was so nervous to begin with, realy scared..
I got in to it, started to love love LOVE my work..
giving facials, manicures and pedicures, WOW i felt so...
special...
That was about 3 weeks ago...Today.. i walk in.. do my 3 hour shift on a wednesday.. finish my last client and i get told the salon is closing tonight and im being made redundant... Im.. just.. gobsmacked.. why does this keep happening, has some one put a bad energy vibe thing on me, is that possible, is some one sucking the life outta me? Where am i going wrong , i mean, im so confused, why cant I have some good luck for once, i know i mean there are 10000's on things worse in the world right now and god bless them all fighting for their lives.
Just... whats wrong with me??
:-) x
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lady_raven
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Posted: Thu Sep 1st, 2011 03:39 am |
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First I will start by saying that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Sometimes bad things happen and we can't explain them no matter how we analyze it. I believe everything has a purpose and nothing is coincidence. I am without a doubt sure God has a purpose for us all and the things that He puts in front of us are to push us in the right direction. My best advice to you is to pray and never give up hope. God never puts anything in front of us that we can't handle and I believe you are much stronger than you think. please keep us posted on how everything goes for you. You are in my prayers 
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