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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 01:01 am |
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Hello everyone,
My son is different. He sees energies (those who have passed, the energy of living people and animals) and he is EXTREMELY sensitive to spiritual things and emotionally. He is empathic and is very often overwelmed by the emotions of those around him. For many years it was assumed he was ADHD, but after trying several meds, I felt strongly that that was not his problem.
Some of the behaviors that sent us looking for help were selective attention, anxiety, fears, even though he tests in a very highly intelligent his grades in school did not reflect it. Worse still was his social life. He was the kid who had few if any friends, never invited to birthday parties, and when I would want to throw him a party, there were only a couple kids he could think of that would be willing to attend. He faces constant ridicule and rejection. He does things that are kinda strange. He waves his hands around him alot. I asked him what he was doing and he told me he was playing with the energy. I asked what it felt like and he said it was kinda like running your hand through water, but the energy felt like soft strings. He will play with the energy and then fling his arm out quickly saying that he is send negative energy away. From the position of observer he looks kinda crazy. Doing things like this drives other kids his age away from him. I asked him to try not to do that around other people and he said that he HAS to do it when there are alot of people around with negative energy. When he is alone he doesnt need to do it. <sighs>
We took him to a shaman, and through energy healing and a past life regression he was freed of nearly all his fear and anxiety. He has come to accept that he has special gifts and he is thankful for them. I enrolled him in a school that is more sensitive to children that do not fit into the ordinary school child mold, and his grades have improved. All in all he is a much happier child with more good days than bad.
The issue that we still struggle with now is the social stuff. He still seems to scare other kids or make them feel too uncomfortable to be near him much. He over-reacts to things kids say to him and gets very upset, believeing everyone hates him. I believe he is picking up on unexpressed emotions in the other kids and doesnt realize that the emotions have nothing to do with him.
I really need help! He doesnt want to "adjust" who he is so that he fits in better, but he is always having to deal with rejection from other boys his age. The girls seem to accept his uniqueness more easily, but at 13, its not very easy to hang out with the girls.
It breaks my heart that he is not accepted by his peers. I keep reminding him that he has a special role to play in this world and someday people will see that. It is little comfort when he is called "freak" and "weirdo".
I want to support his unique gifts and help him to grow in confidence with them, but the poor kid needs other people that understand him and can accept him. How do I help him to find friends? Can I?
thanks for any insights you may have,
JystDandi
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 01:46 am |
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welcome justdandi
wow ....what a gifted child you have! What I didn't see was that it bothered him he doesn't have friends to hang with daily....does it bother him? or you? He will get through this....there are many many gifted adults out there who have had to deal with these very same issues as children......maybe it comes with the territory? There are many people out there who can help get through it...but they can't make kids accept him...He can't change who he is.....It's much better he is 'allowed' to be who he is and own his powerful gifts....please don't ask him to squash them....If he needs to do it...so be it......It is the so called 'normal' people who need to adjust to him.....maybe he is going to be one of those special ones who will be involved the the 'awakening' of others.....maybe even kids ...Kids only call him wierdo etc. because they don't know any better......that's what kids do.....as wrong as it may be.........This is a time when he must learn to 'hone' his craft....grow as a gifted person.......I don't know where you live...there are places now who will work with these great gifted children and help them to grow with it....I know of a place in my state....and all those gifted kids are all alike and get along great...they in fact show the adults alot of things...about a lot of things....please be patient about this.....help him find a place where he can connect....there is one somewhere ....Tap those resources out there and ask your guides and angels to please help in the search...they will!!!!! I envy these children....but, remember,,,time is coming soon and he needs to grow with this gift....It is going to get even more amazing for him....He chose YOU to be the mom and so it is your job hon....to find them out there who can help in..........You've come to this place right? there may be someone in here who knows where to send you. Have you tried anyone as yet? what state do you live in if I may ask?
If the girls are accepting...that is a good thing....they could learn alot from him...he may sow that seed that will start them on 'their' journey. He's going to be fine...It's you I worry about mom...???? You will both get through this...this is just his beginning....THere are more kids out there like him than we even know about yet......but soon they will be coming out of the woodwork as they say!
don't worry about the friendship thing....It will happen.
blessings Dee
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 05:52 am |
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thanks Dee,
Yes, it bothers him alot that kids do not like him. He used to cry after school every day because of it. Since he saw the shaman he seems to accept that this is his lot for now, but it still hurts him deeply. For example, tonight was Halloween. He was so excited all month to wear his costume and go trick or treating, but the boy he was hoping would go out with him turned down the invite. So, Keaton, my son, sat on the front porch and watched the neighbor boys with a whole group of friends take off for the night together. He was so sad. I talked him into going to a festival thing with me and later we went trick or treating. I think he ended up having an OK time. But I know how much he longs for a friend.
That being said, we live in northern Colorado, Front Range area. I met a guy recently that offers sweat lodge ceremonies and other shamanic things. He does energy work and would like to meet my son and introduce him to some kids he knows. I am hoping something will come from that.
Interestingly enough, the adults he comes into contact with find him charming and interesting. Its just the kids who seem unable to accept him.
What I worry about is that his own self image is taking a beating from all this. He is beginning to believe the things the other kids say about him. I guess I just feel ill-equipped to parent him the way he needs it. Then again, like you said...he picked me. So I need to just trust myself and trust him that we will figure it all out eventually.
Thanks so much for your encouragment. Sometimes I feel very alone in all of this. It is such a blessing, but alot of the time it feels nothing like that.
JystDandi
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 01:52 pm |
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well then Jyst
You and Keaton have been guided to this man ....for the exact things I spoke about....Just try to tell Keaton God chose him to have this gift...and that Keaton also chose this way of life before he came here this time..that is very important for him to know! This time of pain will be very short lived from here on in.....He is going to meet children who will be his very best friends and much better friends to him than any of the other kids around him 'outside' of his way of life....God knows how sad he is....and that is why you both have been led to this 'new' group...Please know this is you and Keaton's turning point...Your prayers have been answered and it was meant to be that this person was put in front of you at this time in both your lives....I really get a strong feeling things are going to change for him ...big time...and in a MOST positive way. It is all good from here on out....He is at a good age now and will grow so much even in the next year. Did you know that a child's soul is complete when a child reaches puberty? He is now ready. He is complete and now ready to learn what else he needs to learn so he may be a healer/teacher himself.
the fact that adults think he is charming and interesting says alot you know. He is way too mature for children his own age anyway...He is an old soul for sure...which is why he is able to be the person he is growing into in this lifetime...He has a definite job in this one...the sadness of being without friends is nothing compared to what he has ahead of him....He will heal from this rough patch...he'll come through it fine...I know it is hard to watch. But, can you imagine how hard and gut wrenching it was for Mary to see the pain Jesus had to endure...Can you just imagine how that was? Ask and call on her to give you strength to see you through this as well....we can all call on her when need be...it is ok!...I also am getting you can talk to Keaton and tell him that Jesus will come to his side and help him work through these times as well. His guides and angels are with him and tell him he can call on them and talk to them whenever he needs to and he can open that connection now...he has been helped by them all along....he just didn't know it. Now he can start a dialog with them and you will both see just how much it helps us through our days.
Much love dear......God blesses you both with love and please know this is a great and wonderful turning point for Keaton....(as well as for you!)
Please please please keep us posted on how things are going? I'm very happy to know this man has come to you....He signed up for this as well...and he and Keaton were meant to become friends...Keaton will learn a lot from him....and he has many many new friends coming into his life.
Please don't feel alone....we are all here for you...I think you may make some new friends with Keaton's new journey coming. Other parents who can give you tons of advice about helping Keaton and also share the stories that I'm sure you will all be able to relate to!
Peace be with you......Dee
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 02:23 pm |
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Dee,
Thank you so much! Your posts have been a huge comfort and encouragment to me. I may have to come back alot to reread them time and again. I will speak to Keaton about what you said. I hope he will take comfort from it as well
Blessings to you
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 03:11 pm |
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jystdandi
You have a very gifted son...We arre all guided to different people at different times....I believe that you will be helped by this man you were guided to.....And maybe you can help me...My grandson has times when he has add symptoms....Sometimes he will not listen and it is if he has anger or something he won't mind and when he is gotten on to that can just make it worse....Do you have any suggestions on anything for me to do??
Also welcome to the forum your angels have guided you here as it has others...
Blessings Dana
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 04:27 pm |
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Jystdandi,
Hello and welcome to the forum. This is a wonderful place (I am fairly new here too). My heart goes out to you and Keaton. I truly resonate with you and your son. My son, though he is only half Keaton's age (will be six next month), has had some similar experiences. He is a crystal child. He has been 'diagnosed' with Asperger's Syndrome, and also has indications of ADHD. He has seen angels since age 3. Now he coming into his own and having conversations with 'someone'. He tells me he is hearing the voice of God and others in heaven. He tells me he sees them. He is very connected to nature and has made it his mission to save the earth. He is very passionate about these things. As you can imagine, these things cause him to stand out among his peers. He just started kindergarten, but already he has faced ridicule. Last year he was laughed at for telling children in preschool about the angels he saw (and that was at a Catholic church preschool!). This year he had a meltdown on the 3rd day of school because someone stepped on the cricket he had befriended and named. We've had extensive talks about who we should share our 'gift' with and who we shouldn't, but children don't always understand these things. I always surround my son with protection and call on Archangel Michael when I drop him off at school. Archangel Metatron is also helpful with children and behavioral issues as well and I have called on him many times. Christopher does go to a therapeutic group once a week with 1 or 2 other children. It is a strategic group which allows him to interact and modify his behaviors. Also helpful for him: crystals. We have crystals everywhere. Especially Rose quartz (stone of love and self love). We have lots of rose quartz in his room. I even purchased a mini rose quartz lamp which I keep lit constantly. I hope some of this is helpful. I know it's so hard to watch as your child suffers. It's devastating to watch your child in tears. Just remember that they are the teachers..... It took me long time to learn that. Please feel free to email me if you ever want to talk.
Love and Light,
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 09:23 pm |
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Brookstar
Hi....I forgot about your son being in the same situation.!!! Glad you saw the post from JystDandi!
and thanks for joining in and sharing with her...There are many many other parents out there going through this I'm sure....and have no idea what to do. At least you two know enough that you have some direction to turn to....I'm wondering how many other children are out there who's parents just think they are 'ill' in some way and needing meds to help them.........when in fact the meds just 'squash' what God intended to 'come out'
So anyone out there who knows any child who could use some help somehow or a parent in need of some help and enlightenment please at least try to give a hint or something to maybe spark a conversation in this direction of how gifted that child could actually be!
Kelly...have you found anymore help out in Texas? or any group who can give him ways to encourage what he has going on inside that brilliant brain of his? I was wondering about that place in Western Mass I told you about and wonder if they would maybe know someone in that area somehow? any luck with that?
well you both are doing a great job supporting your boys and there is a reason they chose you! Can you imagine what a life they will be leading in the future? I'm in AWE of how wonderful they are and the amazing things coming for them in the years ahead....The planet will become much more accepting even in the near future....There will be a phase on HUGE enlightenment happening...God will bring you all through it....and never forget to call on all that realm has to offer........even your own guides and your childrens guides are there for that very reason...It's not just the angels....your guides will do all they can when you call on them....Mine are with me .......as if they are sitting on my shoulder throughout the day....Loneliness doesn't exist for me...
blessings dear mothers.....dee
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 09:41 pm |
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| I am a mother and I can only imagine the pain this causes you. I am also a retired teacher ,and I have seen this rejection by children. It is very difficult to see a child treated this way.. I can only say that this is easier when your child is older. He will find his own way, his own interests, and other people who share them. If he is interested in a certain hobby, find a group where he can work on this . i.e. photography , painting, whatever. He's not the only child who has social skills problems. Maybe he is into acting or writing...There is a group that will welcome him. I would urge you not to cling, but let him find his way..You can't protect your child from everything. I know as a mother how difficult that is. Let us know how he's doing.
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Posted: Sat Nov 1st, 2008 11:59 pm |
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With my son a frontal authoritarian approach does not work. I had to learn to take the time to REALLY listen to him and strive to understand without getting emotional about it. If I needed him to listen to me I would first figure out if he had something to say. I would give him that respect to listen, ask questions and such. Then I would talk to him about my issue. If he didn't want to hear me I would remind him that I deserve the same respect given to me that I offered him. If I wanted him to do something I could NEVER expect blind obedience. It really upsets his father, but Keaton wants to know the reasoning behind every request I make. I remind him that being part of the family requires that everyone be respected and that everyone contribute to the well-being of the home. This usually wins him over. He sees that peace is won by cooperation from all. He digs his heels in and refuses though if we demand. He resists the old-school "because I said so" kind of parenting.
It has been a huge learning curve for me and his dad is having a harder time with it than I. I have to always keep in mind the purpose of the interaction. I have to keep my pride in check and always keep the goal in mind. If I need him to clean his room, I can't let it turn into a contest of wills. That never works. I have to be creative, reasonable and honest. When he is making me upset, I have to tell him that I am becoming upset BEFORE I get emotional about it. When I get emotional he will freak out. If I maintain reason and a calm manner he is usually willing to comply. On those occasions when he still does not want to comply I give him a time limit. This way he feels like he has more control over the issue. He rarely pushes me past that point. If he does I speak to him calmly that I am very disappointed and that since he is unwilling to cooperate with me, I have no choice but to limit some activity he craves. Like I said, if i am calm and what I ask is fair and reasonable, he rarely finds a reason to not comply. My best success is when I think of him as my peer..one who I need to train. That way I never violate the boundries of respect that he seems to need.
Admittedly I sometimes worry that I am raising him to be spoiled or anti-authority. However, he has yet to exhibit an ungrateful or disrespectful attitude. When he is not respected he just gets very stubborn and upset.
I don't know if this answers your concerns. If I misunderstood your situation please let me know.
Otherwise, all my best to you
Dandi
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Posted: Sun Nov 2nd, 2008 12:04 am |
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Thank you for your reply. I know every little of crystals and how they help. I know Keaton is very fond of pure clear quartz. He has had a few but they always get lost. I have purchased two crystal necklaces that he would wear every day, but the crystals fall out and get lost. I am going to buy him another but I wonder if there is a better way? He wants to wear it right over his heart every minute. Is there a sturdier kind? Its getting expensive. hehe.
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Posted: Sun Nov 2nd, 2008 12:10 am |
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| oh! I searched online for people to meet with and found a site called MeetUP. You have to only type in your zip code and they show you groups in your area meeting for all kinds of reasons. I found a Reiki Master that is having a meetup and I am taking Keaton to that so he can begin to learn to use his gifts. I also found a support group for indigo/crystal children, parents and educators. I am excited to meet them. Keaton is very excited too. I thought he would be most excited about meeting other kids but he is excited more about how to use his gifts. That was a good sign. I think he is beginning to realize that using his gifts will bring into his life the people he needs in it. I am excited!
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Posted: Sun Nov 2nd, 2008 12:15 am |
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sounds to me Dandi that you've got it down pat......You know him best and it seems to work well for the both of you......what ever works best for him and as always when something comes from a place of love and not fear and frustration it will always win out.........
can you maybe bring him to pick out a crystal? Or will he want them all????? LOL
IF you can get one large enough it won't get lost or maybe he can find something very special to HIM where he can sit them by his bed and see them always......and find comfort while he is asleep as well? I'm just guessing here....I really don't have any idea! Maybe if you told him you'd buy them but they can't be tossed around and get lost...would he work with that? nice small mirror on a bed side table is what I'm seeing? in the sunlight......ask for the guidance ....ask as often as you need to....
I have to say....I have really great feelings about this boy and his future.......It just seems or feels SO very powerful and positive...they'll be more and more of his kind coming forth .....He's going to shine! He'll be in HIS element.
Good luck hon and keep us updated ok?
love Dee
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Dee-
As always, thank you for your kind words and encouragement. I'm not sure about any special groups here in Texas, though I am anxious to look into that MEETUP link now for a Reiki group like JystDandi did. I'm sure there must be one as Austin is a very metaphysical community. I do have a small circle of lightworker friends and one of them has a son who is buddies with Christopher. Because of this friendship he doesn't feel as alone. Both boys are crystals and they are both spiritually gifted and can see. This has brought me great solace. I was told in a reading about a year ago that my child would be a great healer.... I am seeing this side of him emerging now. There is a shift taking place. I watch him as he prays so intently. Now I believe all of his clairs are opening as well... I believe it is my life's path to help him change the world. 
JystDandi-
I'm so excited for you & Keaton...I am also going to look into that Meetup to see if there could be a group here in Austin. As for the crystals: Natural Clear quartz can be found outside. Make it an adventure. We have a huge cupful! There's lots of it in the earth. If you can't do this or don't have time, you can go into any metaphysical shop and find loose crystals quite inexpensively. They also sell small pouches to keep them in. If he is wearing the crystals over his heart, I am thinking that you may want to try a piece of rose quartz (which opens the heart chakra..it is the crystal of love and self love). You don't necessarily HAVE to place rose quartz ON the heart...just holding it in his hand will give him what he needs. If you plan on carrying the crystals around I would recommend putting them in a pouch for safe keeping. There are many other options too, as Dee mentioned, a larger crystal to put near his bed is a wonderful idea. They sell rough stones or different shaped crystals. They have some in the shape of hearts, animals, wands, etc. Christopher has a few crystal angels near his bed, as well as larger and smaller pieces. We went to a craft store and bought a wooden box and some paint. Christopher painted the box and made it his own. Now he stores all of the crystals he gets in his 'crystal box'. This might be something you could do to get Keaton to keep the crystals at home. Then if he wants to take one out, put it in the pouch and keep it in his pocket where it is safe.
Love and Light,
Kelly
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JystDandi-
When you went to meetup.com, did you enter a keyword to find your group for Indigo/Crystal Children? I went to the site and put in my zip code and tried entering crystal children in the word search, but nothing came up. I tried Reiki and several groups came up, however, they do not mention children. They all seem to be adult groups. Maybe I'm doing this wrong?... 
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Posted: Mon Nov 3rd, 2008 12:05 am |
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wow brook
This has all worked out wonderfully for you! SO glad to see it all unfolding for him....yeah....he IS going to be great........I cannot wait for this generation of 'healers' to grow up more...can you just imagine how "incredible" this is all going to be....I don't doubt for a minute that this change is going to be just magnificent! I envy you women for the gift of those boys! although.....finally my daughter is working on becoming pregnant...so, I feel that her generation of children will be just as special .....I mean how could they NOT be right!
so glad for you both......and so very glad also that you have met through this forum...A great source of moral support.....bless you both and please let us know how things grow and change for these little guys please!!!
much love Dee
ps......I had NO idea Austin was an area so full of the metaphysical...how great is that!
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Kelly,
I took Keaton to a crystal store Saturday and after about an hour of browsing and touching he chose a hematite pendant. We strung it on a string. I really like the idea of a pouch. I will talk to him about that idea. The lady at the shop said that it may be that his clear quartz pendants both got lost was that they were "done" with him and lost themselves because he didn't need them. It kinda sounded weird to me but it made sense to him. He liked the grounding idea of the hematite as he has a hard time paying attention at school and daydreams alot.
As for meetup.com, I believe meetups only happen when people sign up to make them happen. I suggest you register to sponser a meetup in your area and see if there is interest. You never know til you try? From my little experience, it seems like there are loads of parents who don't understand thier child and need to know they are not alone. I came from a more fundimentalist christian background and taught that all this is evil. So, I am guessing there are loads of people trying to hide thier children and the gifts they have. I seriously pray that things like this message board or meetups will become available to them so they can learn how truely blessed they are.
I am going to the Reiki meetup this thursday. I will let you know how it goes. Oh! If you do a reiki meetup you my meet people who are interested in an indigo/crystal meetup.
lots of luck and blessings to you
Dandi
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Posted: Fri Nov 7th, 2008 02:10 pm |
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Dearest Dandi and Brookstar
This morning I found this website by 'accident'??? LOL...you may want to check it out just for some info that may be helpful. It's for children like your blessed ones!
Children of the New World...just google....it will come up.
good luck and enjoy
love Dee
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Dee,
I googled Children of the New World and it is giving me the title of a book...is this what you got? Much love and blessings,
Kelly
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HHHmmmmmmmm...........Actually I found the book title on a website FOR the 'children of the new world....meaning it was a site for crystal and indigo children.........I will try today to find it again...ok......darn....I thought maybe it would bring you to that site............I'll try to remember how I got to it....I think I can find it!
sorry hon......say prayers I find it.........my angels always have helped me find things I misplace!!! honestly....car keys....tons of times when I misplace stuff.......it's pretty cool actually...
love dee
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