Iam a 37 year old mother of three childern 13,8,and 4. My husband took his own life a year and 7 months ago he was only 31. He left me too raise three kids on my own. I never had too work before and now Iam hurt lost and just want too find some happiness and peace in our life. I wonder if my oldest child will ever find forgiveness for dad and be a happy child again. If happiness, love, and peace are in the future please let me know. thank you for your time.
My most sincere condolences my friend about your late husband...Your story hit home with me as my friend has been considering suicide as a means to end his pain...He is a father of three children and I live with them...His wife and I do our best each and every day to provide the comfort as to ease those thoughts away. There was several times which I refused to allow him to leave my sight...I am so sorry that your husband is gone my friend...But, know that you are never alone as long as you know that our heavenly father is always there to watch over us...Yes, I know that there is much that happens in which we do wonder just why.. In fact, it seems so unfair at times...Believe me...I know all too well...But, know that there is always something to be learned from our experiences. It is up to us to pass this on so that others will learn...Understanding only happens in time...When we can put aside the anger and search deep within ourselves to find our peace...Here's a suggestion...Think of how devestating a forest fire is...Granted all may seem lost...But, look deeper within and you will see that nothing was gone....only changed and soon new life springs forth from the ahses...Hmmm...I do hope that I didn't go a bit overboard with this my friend...I just got a bit inspired and felt compelled to write this to you...Take care my friend...
