Hello @all!
I don't know, what i should do...
i'm feeling so depressed at the moment. my friend is visiting me...but i don't really feel as good as the times, we met before...
but i can't tell her something like that...i don't even know how to tell her about the feelings i have when i am cutting my arms open...
can you give my any hint??
I'm really begging you!
Riku...My friend, do not despair and loose faith in our heavenly father's plans for you. I feel that it is always best to be open and honest up front. To hold it all within yourself can "eat you alive". This, I know about all too well...I, too, have been through a lot in my life which at times left me wanting to rid myself once and for all. I even, had problems with inflicting pain on myself when I got upset in any way. I believe that the best thing to do is do find a calm, quite spot and select some relaxing music....Light some white candles and begin to pray for guidance in your life, strength to face the "unknown", understanding of God's presence in your life, and peace to soothe the soul...If you believe my friend, anything is possible...My prayers and thoughts are with you my friend.
