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PEDORS4
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Posted: Thu Jan 4th, 2007 05:10 am |
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 AS I SIT HERE WHILE EVERYONE IS SLEEPING, IT SEEMS SO EASY TO JUST GIVE UP & TAKE MY MED'S & GO TO SLEEP FOR GOOD. I'M SO TIRED OF BEING THE STRONG, GOOD ONE , THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS HOW TO DO ANYTHING FOR THIS FAMILY!! IT WOULDN'T BE SO BAD EXCEPT THAT I'M THE ONE THERE WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING, BUT IT SEEMS TO BE A SIN IF I ASK FOR ANYTHING. I HAD ALREADY PLANNED TO GO AT 12:00AM NEW YEAR'S BUT MY OLDEST SON BROUGHT MY GRANDDAUGHTER OVER & SHE WANTED TO SPEND THE NIGHT. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME & HELP ME
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Lunamyst
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Posted: Thu Jan 4th, 2007 05:21 am |
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My friend, do not give up hope...My prayers and thoughts are with you. I ask that God and his angels keep watch over you and give you comfort. Please remember that while it is difficult at times to understand just why things happen the way that they do, know that God's plans are not always meant for us to understand right away. But know that all shall be revealed in due time...Your strength and will to be are the qualities that you pass on to your children and your grandchildren. It is part of your "legacy" that you pass on. Know that you are always important. If you feel that you are being "taken for granted", then you should voice your concerns in a manner which all will be able to understand without being offended. After all, you must be open and honest instead of allowing all to build up within you and seeming to "eat you alive". I ask that you may pray for understanding and for peace in your life my friend. Know that you are never alone...If you ever question this, just close your eyes and ask...You will know...
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PEDORS4
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Posted: Thu Jan 4th, 2007 01:14 pm |
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LUNAMYST,
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR REPLY & PRAYERS. YOU ARE RIGHT, I DO NEED TO SPEAK UP WHEN I FEEL I'M BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING FOR FEAR OF OFFENDING OR HURTING SOMEONES FEELINGS. I KNOW GOD & THE ANGELS ARE WITH ME BUT I GUESS SOMETIMES WE SEEM TO FORGET WHEN WE LET OURSELF GET SO DOWN, BUT I KNOW THEY ARE OR ELSE WHY WOULD MY SON HAVE PICKED THAT TIME FOR ME TO BABYSIT? IT IS UNUSUAL FOR HER TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH ANYONE (SHE'LL STAY DURING THE DAY) I KNOW IT WAS IN THEIR PLAN. YOU SEE I PREACH TO MY KIDS & GRANDKIDS THAT THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN HELP YOU IN TIME OF NEED IS THE LORD & AS LONG AS YOU HAVE FAITH & BELIEVE HE IS THERE FOR YOU. AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH & PLEASE KEEP PRAYING FOR ME & MY FAMILY.
PEDORS4
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Posted: Thu Jan 4th, 2007 01:59 pm |
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My friend, I am glad to see that you have a change of heart. I was really concerned about you last night and I had trouble sleeping. I can relate to an extent about feeling a bit "used". When it comes to people depending upon you so much. I realize that they probally don't show you their gratitude as often as you like. In fact, you seem that you feel that you don't have a life at times due to the constant demand placed upon you. Believe me, I can relate as I am considered a nanny around here and my job places constant demand on me. It tends to consume much of my time and to be able to "go out" is almost nexet to impossible at times. I went through a difficult time about 5 years ago when I moved in with my friends who I care for their children. I did have a home of my own but, I lost it due to my inability to work my former job. I have some disabilities which got worse unfortunately. I suffered some major depression and I felt like a failure. When I moved in with my friends, it became difficult for me to handle all the new demands placed upon me. I had to clean the home, wash the clothes, and other various chores which were difficult for me to do. My friends were out late "partying" and even bring their "party" to the home. I was upset but, I failed to tell them so in fear that I would be "kicked out". Doing this with my depression caused me to have an emotional breakdown and I considered to end it all. But, something stopped me and I did not do that... That single thought that said to let go and let God...It reminded me to pray to God for help and that he is there in times of trouble. So after a lengthy, emotional prayer I fell asleep. Upon awakening, I had an urge to talk to my friends...From there, things started to improve...It did not change overnight but, through prayer and faith things did change. Now, they are sober and they don't "party" like they did. Our relationship has greatly improved and we became closer...I have come to know that we don't always understand exactly why things happen the way that they do. But, there is always a reason why...I know that now...That is why I told you to realize that you are needed and that you are never alone. For our heavenly father and his angels are a comfort in time of need. May God bless you my friend.
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AnAngelAlways
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Posted: Fri Jan 5th, 2007 05:29 am |
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Dear Friend,
How blessed you are to have a granddaughter that wants to spend time with you.  We all have moments when it would be so easy to give up. You are never alone. God, his angels, and those of us here love you.
Your Friend In Angel's Wings,
AnAngelAlways
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soraya
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Posted: Mon Jan 22nd, 2007 02:28 pm |
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| hello, dear one, how are you feeling today, you know theres a saying that " God gave us friends to make up for our family" you've made some friends here, I too have been through difficult times emotionally with my family, at times feeling i cant do this but, i suspect like you i am the strongest person i know, as ive been right on that edge when from somewhere inner strength stopped me from leaving, this is a sign of the available inner strengths/power you possess. Archangel micheal my friend/guide is awesome at giving us courage/power to overcome any fears/negativity surronding us, he carries the sword of truth/intergrity, maybe you could call on him at times of need, i sense him through feeling waves of heat through my body, and also heart beating faster. Also music, very important, do you like music? Micheal first came known to me through music, i was going through difficult times at work, when i noticed i kept singing micheal jacksons song " you are not alone" Have you ever tuned in to Hay house radio.com, its very interesting, topics on all matters. keep smiling, love/light soraya
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Posted: Wed Jan 31st, 2007 03:44 pm |
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I say it's a good thing God sent your grandaughter over, don't you? One day you will be telling her thank you. God is not ready for you yet. He will let you know when he is. You are here to perfect your soul. This is your purpose, and if you give up now you will have to keep coming back. You are loved. I know this because I am one who loves you. Please don't underestimate the power of God's love. He has put us all on this website for specific reasons. You have things to accomplish, so go accomplish them. Don't ask what they are, just start doing.... It will come to you. You are light, now go and shine it. If you find yourself creeping around the darkness then ask for help. There are many to ask, including me.
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Cricket
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Posted: Thu Mar 1st, 2007 05:34 am |
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I have 7 grandchildren and they mean the world to me their grandfather passed away at the age of 38 years old so they never knew him and only know him by the photos around both my daughters houses.
My daughters tell them who he is when they ask and tell them him would've loved them very much and played with them heaps as he loved children too.
I know he is watching and has seen everyone of them born and he will always be with us. So everytime you look at your granddaughter think of what you have someone very special and loving because i know that's what keeps me going my girls and my grandchildren that is worth living for and never lose sight of what you have.
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Posted: Thu Mar 1st, 2007 12:44 pm |
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| hello Shaorin, you are blessed with enough grandchildren for each day of the week, but more lovely enough to make a rainbow,of 7 beautiful colourful children, im sure their beloved grandad is joyful as he looks down upon his growing family. Gut blessi thig soraya sunra
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Posted: Fri Mar 2nd, 2007 05:56 am |
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| Hi Soraya thank you for that rainbow of colourful words and that they are colourful and all have different personalities and yes i certainly blessed.
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