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Posted: Tue Mar 13th, 2007 04:16 am |
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Yesterday was my birthday. I have always enjoyed this special day. But with everything that has happened this past year it ended crushing any growth I feel I had gained.
One of the people that stoppped by was my estranged sister -in-law with my 8 year old nephew. I have not seen nor talked to her since her brother left me almost to the day last year and moved in with his girlfriend. We were friends befor I met her brother 13yrs. ago so we both have been suffering more than most. We were best friends then and we still love each other dearly. It was a good visit. We talked about everything and avoided nothing.
She stayed until I had to lie down before my next treatment. She offered to stay since she was also a nurse, but I havent need her that way for the past year I declined. I walked her to her car and tearfully said goodbye. I went inside to prepare my I.V. and the warmth in my left shoulder overwhelmed me. I lost it.
I have been so strong lately. Gods words warm me when I need it. But since yeasterday I feel like I crumbling. MY Angel is not letting me down. There is no reason for this black hole I am drifting to. I miss my husband more than ever. I have not talked to him, nor him to me. THis is not false hope. This is NO HOPE.
I still love him as much as ever. It is not even a possiblity to regain what we had. His happiness is else where. I cant stop the hoplessness even with prayer and my loving Angel. Please give me strengh in my sleep. I recieve my impressions then more than any other time. Please God--stroke my heart. It is different this time and I scared.
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Posted: Sat Mar 17th, 2007 01:31 am |
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Hang in there, my friend, as a suicide survivior, my angels have made a huge difference in my life....without them I am nothing. You need to focus on your beautiful angels and spirit guide.
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GODS LOVE, mARIE
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Posted: Sat Mar 17th, 2007 02:56 am |
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Ladyangelswings you are surrounded by light(mana). I have had dark times in my life that no one could understand the hurt. I tried to talk to friends, family but no one persone could even come close to understanding. I learned in time that I myself had the power to change that. I prayed and focused on the bright light. "I dwell in the Christ Bright Light, only good shall come to me, anything on the dark side shall not come near me. Thank you dear lord for your devine protection." Meditate on this prayer, chant it, believe it, feel the energy. You do not have to belong to any religion, all life and it's surroundings is made of energy. In this life the energy is dense creating objects we can see and feel. Practice feeling the positive and pure energy around you. It is always there. With practice you will be the you that you will love. Peace and harmony within yourself will bring happiness. These are not only words it is very real. Lots of love and blessing is being sent your way. I will continue to send healing energy your way.
p.s. Happy Birthday and remember everyday is a Birtday because we are born into a new day.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22nd, 2007 04:19 am |
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Hi Ladyangelswings, It's 7AngelReikiMaster and I hear your plea. I will send prayers to you and ask God to be with you as I know He already is. God never leaves us not for a tiny minute. He loves you unconditionally and completely always. Sometimes our hurt and pain can manisfest into real physical pain and illness and at this point we must turn to God with our heart to be healed. Remember "with God all things are possible" and He will act with Divine intervention if needed but know that you may dear friend have it in yourself to see yourself thru this. You truly do and don't give up coz God does not give up on us. I can send healing Reiki energy your way if you ask me to but until then I will send prayers. May God be with you Always, Love and Light,
7AngelReikiMaster
PS. purple is for healing.
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ladyangelswings
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Posted: Mon Mar 26th, 2007 02:32 am |
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This is my first time since I reached out with such horrible feelings and I thank all of you for your responces. I will welcome any and all healing at anytime. Since the last posting I have visited my lawyer and she is something else. She is my age and her size is as big as her heart! She will do anything to help and has such a presence that by the time you are drying your tears, you are laughing.She is hoping that the last filing with my health issues will help to bring me some financial relief. Then it will be on to the tough one. Dealing with the man I still love. This is where I need prayers. He has, since he left, has been invoved with the dark forces and each time it happens, I feel it. The main dark force is his girlfriend. This is not jealousy talking. She is leading him down a path that is unbelievable. I know All I CAN DO IS PRAY. I have never tried to interfere orcall him or anything because I know it will be looked apon as a defeated wife. I have only wished him happiness. He should have a chance for another life. Some people are not strong enough to handle illness. I truley do not blame him for leaving. 13 yrs. is a long time to watch your partner slowly leave this earth. Just becuse I know my path does not mean others believe in it.
Please help me with this situation. Sometimes his silent cry for help attaches to my progress for the day and I might not wake or get out of bed for days. My doctor listens to me but he still thinks his medicine is all that makes a difference. We know better.
Healing is a blessing . Prayer is a blessing . Please help me.
Ladyangelswings----Purple is my colour!!!!
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ladyangelswings
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Posted: Mon Mar 26th, 2007 08:03 am |
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This is just another late night that is adverse to any logic. I am being "hit" with too much information. It is confusing and troublsome. I was told once that my cofussion is not too much "in-coming" but too much desire. Maybe I do need to force myself to cut the ties that bind but when I try I can only hold my head in my heart.
To thoses who understand the eb of flow that is overwhelming me, please pray that I make the right choices with the information that has just been given me.
The desparation to contact my troubled husband is engulfing me. The darkness is going to consume him if I cannot share my private knoweledge. He knows he is sending this to me and he knows I can help. I need everyones prayer to pull the soft touch of my angels around him. His protection is so needed.Praise God for thou art with him.
Why the need to reach the love of those who can help me now?
GOD--You stand before your lambs and we cry for your guidance.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27th, 2007 01:24 am |
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Hi Ladyangelswings, its 7AngelReikiMaster here. Your prayer request has been done. God speed to you my friend. Always, Love and Light,
7AngelReikiMaster
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Posted: Tue Mar 27th, 2007 02:33 am |
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| Thank you ! You seem to be in touch with me and it is so encouraging. Thank you again------ Ms. 7 Goes To Heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Sat Apr 7th, 2007 10:23 am |
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| hello ladyangelwings, sometimes even when we think the door has been closed and its time to move on we can find it so difficult to let go, call on the angels, and release anything that is preventing or distracting you from moving forward with your life. Archangel Micheal carries a blue flaming sword and will cut any negative ties that are coming either to or from you, these negative ties are not visible to many but are felt when they are having a destructive influence on us. Micheal is very powerful and you just need to call his name he'll be there in an instant, and dont worry he cannot cut the love away that youve had for eachother, just the unhealthy stuff. he can also vacuum out anything that doesnt serve your higher good, with you it will be mainly the head area and lower back. You and Micheal can and will move mountains together. His twin flame is faith and she will help you to lift yourself toward positive and peaceful new beginnings for the future, even if you cant see it, its there you only need to choose it, and God knows you deserve it, love yourself and it will show through to the others in your life. love/light soraya
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Posted: Sun Jul 15th, 2007 07:02 am |
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It has been awhile since I have been drawn to the Angels Forum. I have felt like I have been in a suspended, spinning, blakened whirl wind. I have been cosumed by trying to break away from any kind of negative force. I have not had much time to miss my old loves because some force has decided to test me deeper than any other time in my life.
My illness has taken more twists than turns. I woke up last month and I literally could not walk. The message was getting to my legs but not my feet. I could not pick up my toes to walk. Well I can tell you I was scared to death. My son was visiting at the time and he called my DR. He immediatly told me to test my sugar and go to the hospital while I was doing this. Now He is scaring me more than I ever could.
Well, my sugar was almost 500, which is at a commatose level. This also answered his thought on my not being able to walk. I have severe nerve damage in my spine. This is not uncommon and very treatable with medication except for the MRI results. I can no longer deny MS.
Now I can add two new medications to my list of 14 different medications. One is for my full blown Diabetes and the other is for the nerve damage. As the Dr. was telling me how he was not counting on anything working on the first try, I was drifting into my cloudy state to pray. I could not be more calm. I could not be more sure of the Rxs working and my Dr. is asking what was wrong and calling for the nurse.
All I could do was smile and reasure him for Michael coupled me into his body and he told me to close my eyes and I did. Aparently some of the tests had come back and I was heading for intensive care. My Dr. sceamed for morphine and for my priest. All I could do was to reasure him and cry with tears of joy. Even thogh I have almost died 6 times since I was 40, I knew through the grace of God and the cradling of Micael, I would live one more time. Oh, the medicine worked without any adjustments and I am once again reminded how mortal we all are. I am so tired of being sick. I am so tired of popping pills. I never know day by day if I will spend the day in bed or if I will be able to wash my dishes.
"I experience the peace of God and the assurance that I am being divinly cared for."
I have avoid a Pancreatic transplant for the 7th time .But I am falling down the well. Please Pray for Me.
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Posted: Sun Jul 15th, 2007 06:02 pm |
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Ladyanglewings I believe you are in the best of hands. Your belief, and spirituality is your channel for good things to come your way. You trust the peace that God and Michael have to offer you. In turn, you are blessed with the peace as well. The challenges you have overcome and continue to do so, have truly created a diamond. A real jewel you are becoming. The Light shines through you even more brightly. You are so beautiful and very rare. I believe all of us here on this site would love to be able to face our challenges as gracefully as you. I have some rough times, but nothing in comparison to what you are experiencing. I pray for you and thank you for sharing with us(teaching/guiding).
You are a true testiment to the power of faith and prayer. It is up to us to belief and practice. I am sure you have startled the Dr's because of your spirituality. It is so good for them to experience this. It is through these Dr's that God can guide, if they ask and belief.
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Posted: Mon Jul 16th, 2007 05:44 pm |
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Hi Ladyangelswings, It's 7AngelReikiMaster here. I hear your call and I will answer. Your request for healing prayers are given to God. May you have all the strength that you need to bring you to your destination. My all the Angels guide you and keep you safe. Keep your faith strong and somewhere your meaning for all of this will show itself. There is always a meaning for what we go thru. You are definately showing the medical field a thing or two and faith is your strength. Keep it, hold it, cherish it and thank God for it. Again my healing prayers are with you. May Michael give you all the strength you need to fight all these battles. Always, Love and Light,
7AngelReikiMaster
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ladyangelswings
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Posted: Thu Jul 19th, 2007 07:30 am |
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I cannot thank you enough for your encouragement. Sometimes I forget that we are so muh stronger in numbers. My daughter of 29 asked me why I use St, Micheals name so personally. She feels I show disrespect addressing such a knoble person as if I know him. My only reply is I do. I feel things from him that I cannot explain.
When the reply from my welcomed colleques are as I do, I want to embrace each devotion of belief. I hope I dont offend anyone with my as my daughter so puts it "casual contact"with My very special Angel.
"There is a place to which you can turn for rest and release from fear and care. Thi place is not far away or difficult to access. It is right where you are now.It is right where you are whenever you shut the doors of the senses, still your thoughts, and go alone with God."
----From Gods lips to St. Micheals wings.
---------Ladyangelswings.
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Posted: Thu Jul 19th, 2007 01:29 pm |
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| Ladyanglewings I hope you are in good spirits today. Thank you so much for sharing with us. In all that you said, my sentiments exactly. Your daughter will find strength in faith. Your are her guide in her spirituality and she is so blessed to have you as her mother. Lots of love and prayer for you and your family. Thank you for blessing us with your spirit.
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