I have tried to kill myself three times with drugs and woke up.(Not an addict). Next time I will use the Sig 45 to the chest. I have already mailed the Vanguard trust to the people in charge of my will that will take care of my animals. $10,000 per animal, kept exactly together as they are now, my Vet is aware of his responsibility to find the perfect home.
Dee, thank you for your help after Tibs death, but I just can't get over it. I go to work in the ER as a RN, smile, keep a perfect house and just look great. No one believes me when I say my first thought upon waking up is "damn, I'm not dead".
Have to make it look like an accident so hubby will get the insurance.....going to go to a bad neighborhood with the gun and ask someone to shoot me and take the car. Got to find a fool that can drive a straight shift.